jacestarlyn

Before Christmas?!

2011-12-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

Before Christmas???

Very challenging sia..
I can try but need time to balance up between my education, piano practice and ministries..
Kind of hard, SERIOUSLY!

Well, it's also for my own good. I do appreciate you for being so kind and concern.
I'll try to do asap..

Pls be patient with me. Dont angry with me ya. Chill! Sit back and relax abit. Good for your health..

I'm trying, k? Just give me more time. I need lots of time to digest..

Thanks. Cheers! :)

2011-12-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Shall I?
Should I?
May I?
Can I?

Feel like telling her, dunno whether she agrees with it or not..
What if she doesnt agree?
What am I going to do?
Will I be able to cope and balance it?

???

I WANT HOLIDAY!

2011-11-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!

Dont feel like doing case study already. Now I think of it, i feel like vomit.. Stress sia!

Dont feel like doing anything but to go vacation. But cannot.. got class and tonne of assignments
awaiting me.. :'(

And can I dont perform? I scared la.. I scared I cant play perfectly during that day.. Then they will dissappointed and me.. embarassing!

Feel like gg to the sea for a loud scream so scream away all my stress... I really can't take it already :'(

Shall I?

2011-06-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

Shall I?
Stopped for 7 yrs ald leh..
Am I able to do it?
Theory ok la.. but Practical leh?
Or shall I go for theory exam 1st?
Practical, wait till next yr June?

She's good at words that really aspire me to take exam without hesitation. But am I able to do it?
If this time I fail, which means I have to retake and choose new pieces for exam leh.. How huh?
What am I suppose to do which is de best for me now?
GOD................. HELP ME!
PLSSSSSS........................................ Tell me what to do.........................

2011-06-17T12:13:00.001+08:00

Seems like I am extra here :(

My latest diary

2011-04-19T15:37:00.003+08:00

I am super tired and sleepy now.. When can I really take a break? Dont feel like graduate but this kind of life is juz torturing me.. Lack of sleep and muz tolerate other ppl's styles and characters. Has been busy for these few months.. I can be an owl now.. no sleeping overnight. Somehow missed my bed, pillow, blanket and "Bennie Bear" very much..

Got to rush assignments like nobody business.. Boi Ta Han! Quite stress and tiring experiences.. Have to start to find a suitable company to work part time as I am waiting the degree intake dunno when.. Finding a suitable room to stay in sg as well..Juz couldnt understand how is it de person so autocratic till everyone has to give in to her.. Is face so important that can ignore the person who is really in needs?

Ltr gg to meet them.. Dunno what to say and react.. Hope everything goes smoothly ltr..
Hope to see the place before any actions started..

To God Be The Glory!

2010-12-20T14:13:00.002+08:00

To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!
With His blood, He has saved me,
By His power, He has raised me;
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!

Come Home Running

2010-12-20T14:07:00.003+08:00

chorus:
So come home running,
His arms are opened wide;
His name is Jesus, He understands,
He has the answers, you are looking for;
So come home running, Just as you are!

Mujizat Itu Nyata!

2010-12-20T13:39:00.003+08:00

Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

v1:
Tak terbatas, kuasaMu Tuhan,
Semua dapat Kau lakukan;
Apa yang kelihatan mustahil bagiku,
Itu sangat mungkin bagiMu.

chorus:
Di saatku, tak berdaya,
KuasaMu yang sempurna;
Ketika ku percaya, mujizat itu nyata,
Bukan krana kekuatan,
Namun rohMu ya Tuhan!
Ketika ku berdoa, mujizat itu nyata!

v1:
Zhu Ni Neng Li He Qi De Wei Da,
Zai Ni Ye Mei You Reng He Xian Zhi;
Sui Ran Wo Kan Dao De Shi, Bu Ke Neng De Xian Shi,
Zai Ni Que Mei You Nan Cheng De Shi.

chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Ruan Ruo Wu Zhu,
Ni Neng Li Xian De Wan Quan;
Wo Yao Quan Xin De Xiang Xin,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi;
Bu Shi Zi Ji, Yi Kao Shi Li,
Nai Shi Yi Kao Ni De Ling;
Wo Xiang Ni Quan Xin Qi Dao,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

Ai Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian!

2010-12-20T13:28:00.004+08:00

v1:
Wo Ke Yi Yong You Quan Shi Jie, Que Mei You Ai,
Wo Ke Yi Ming Bai Suo You Shi, Que Hai Shi Kong Bai;
Wo Ke Yi Yong Xin Xin Yi Shan, Que Hai Shi Gu Dan,
Zhe Shi Jie Mei You Liao Ai, Yi Qie Reng Shi Hei Bai.

pre-chorus:
Bu Yao Mai Chang Zai Xin Li, Ba Ai Shuo Chu Lai,
Bu Yao Muo Muo Zai Yi Pang, Ba Ai Huo Chu Lai.

chorus:
O.. Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Bu Pa Bei Shang Hai, Ba Ling Hun Suo Qi Lai;
Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Cong Tian Fu Lai Di Ai;
Ba Ju Pai Nuo Kai,
Fa Xian Xing Fu Zai Zhuan Jiao Yu Ni Xiang Yu;
Yi Shun Jian, Zhe Shi Jie Bian De Hao Mei!

Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng

2010-12-20T13:21:00.004+08:00

v1:
Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng, Quan Neng Di Shang Di,
Zhu Ah Wo Jing Pai Ni;
Yi Qie Ta Dou Neng, Wan Shi Dou Ke Neng,
Yi Zhou Wan Wu Zu Zai.

pre-chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Mei You Neng Li,
Mei You Ren Wo Ke Xun Mi;
Ni Di Ai Shi Wo Jian Gu,
Ni Di Ming Gei Wo Gui Shu;

chorus:
Ye He Hua Quan Neng Zhu..
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu,
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu;
Zhe Shi!

What A Mighty God We Serve!

2010-12-20T13:17:00.004+08:00

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
The angels bow before Him,
Heaven and earth adore Him;
What a mighty God we serve!

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve!

Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!

I'm So Glad!

2010-12-20T13:11:00.003+08:00

I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me;
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me;
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

Get out of it!

2010-10-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

I felt terrible now!
Too many stuffs to do!
I just feel like going to a place whereby it's peaceful with no stress and no assignments, tests and exams!
I just wanna get out of these things! I hate it!!!

I lost my coins today.. haiz... blame on my careless... Issh..........
Forget it! Heck care!

Going to cont. with HRM assignment. O....!! Help me, pls! =(

signing off...

1st Week of Sch Ended!

2010-07-24T12:56:00.003+08:00

Yo!
Long long time never write ald...
O ya.. As u see de title of today's blog is about de 1st week of sch has ended ytd.. yoohoo!
Quite ok.. not bad!

Will update tonite..

Gtg.. tata... =p

Sayonara Ab Initio!

2010-06-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hey there,

1st of all, I would like to officially say sayonara to abinitio.. I'll always rmbr de sweat, sweet memories, laughter, brainstorming session dat we have for about a week..
From a total stranger.. now became friend.. not bad! not bad! hehe =p

Today also, I hurted my finger while transfering de pedestals onto de trolley.. It's super heavy lo... My classmate nvr realise my finger still down at de pedestal's lowest end then when he put down de pedestal, I shouted "Ouch!" It's really painful and started to bleed.. Anyway, I do enjoy de whole process of installing all de exhibition's backgrnd, displaying de artworks, opening ceremony, tear down, etc... Thanks DAT yr 3 seniors! U gals are really fantastic and well done!
I'll nvr forget about u gals..

Now, I really in holiday season.. Getting ready myself for jiuan and fu yau's wedding.. Many things to think and plan of.. Doing tmr.. haha.... Juz one day.. shld b enough bah... hehe =p
After their wedding, then muz get prepare for teenz camp.. Muz really seek God and fast and pray ald... Thanks guys for helping me to pack de camp's stuffs. U guys are really fantastic and wonderful. God bless u abundantly! =D

After dat, then I'm totally free till sch reopen.. haha... then I can really take a good rest.. Too bad cant join my form 6's classmates for de gathering.. haiz... Nvm.. next time then! Sorry guys! =(

Going to sleep now.. Super duper tired now... Battery flat, need to recharge now. Nitez and sweet dream! =D

signing off...

UPDATESsssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hey there,

It has been 3 mths plus dat I nvr update myself in blog..
Coz de past 2 mths, I was so stress and no time for blogging..
I even gave up on my fb games.. It's totally off... Till recently, i came baq to fb games when I started my holiday... haha...

I still have an exhibition project to run.. But tmr is de tear down ald.. Yeah! Finally can really on holiday mood ald..

Ab Initio!
I really learned alot from all of de DAT yr 3 seniors.. Each one of them.. 17 of them..
I really admired them..
I guess I get along wif them very well.. haha.... They looked fierce and unfriendly but actually they were very kind and friendly.. Kept saying thank you to us and treated us meals and drinks..
Abit paiseh lo... haha... hehe =p I even played games wif them such as happy family and old maid game card and truth or dare game during de exhibition when there was no audiences or viewers.. haha.... Very fun!

I recently got baq my result for de yr 2, sem2.. I think I'm de last psn who noes our results coz my lappy cant check for de student self-help webpage so I got to use my sch's lib or somebody else's comp or lappy to check.. I was so curious but scared of my own result when it seems like de whole class was telling me of their result.. I tell u.. when I heard of their results, my heart almost came out.. I was super anxious and afraid.. Well, dat's me! I'm not afraid of exams but I'm super afraid of results.. I almost cant breath properly..

This time, I received my result slip in a very diff way.. Instead of my dad read out for me, I got it myself through online.. Usually I would see for de grades 1st but this time, I saw de gpa instead..
I was so shocked of my result..

I got 1A, 3B, 2C, 2D gpa: 2.55
This was my best result ever since I got into nafa..
my gpas were 2.52; 2.53; 2.16; 2.55
I'm super happy now!!! hahaha..............
I checked of de slip for several times.. I kept checking whether is it my result slip..
I got A for business finance... I was like...... is it true? serious ah??? Coz I was blank off during de final exam.. Totally dunno how to do... I even super emo for dat.. Almost cry... But I got A... hmm..... I knew it's God who helped me.. Therefore, after all de doubts juz now, I began to thank God... seriously... Kept repeating saying thank you; thank you........ to God.. All glory to God!

Today, my mum and me have settled of our inner feelings and spiritual stuffs once and for all.. Thank God for revealing many past incidents to us.. Hopefully one day, I would do de same wif my dad.. I had a new cut of my hair today... Felt lighter and happy of my new hairstyle.. Actually din really change much.. haha.... Juz cut abit shorter and... u will noe when u see... not obvious so muz check properly ya.. haha... if u got chance to see me... hehe... =p

Tmr got to wake up early... Got to sleep now.. Thanks for ur patient of reading this.. U have been a great reader.. Keep it up de great job! haha.... Juz kidding! =D

Dat's all! More to come next time.. The End!
signing off...

EMO!

2010-02-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'm so emo now..
very frustrated, stress, feel like screaming..... Aaaaa............................!
Busying doing work now.. revising finance 1st since tmr got class for dat..
then muz do SEA ppt ald.. RESEARCH! RESEARCH! RESEARCH! Nothing else..
haiz... sianzzz....

Aaaaaaa.............................
EMO!

23 - 2- 2010

2010-02-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today reached jb custom at 1050am..
Was worried dat I'll b late so took bugis bus to sch.. thank God got bus today.. very smooth...
Reached sch at 12 pm sharp.. haha... Phew!
toc was in our class to observe us.. De class was super quiet and mr han was quite nervous.. Oops! haha....

Went to sch lib to borrow SEA reference books... I borrowed two books.. I think one of them is not relevant to my presentation... haiz... happy for nothing...

Suppose to meet up wif vivian but last min cant make it.. nvm la.. next week bah.. hehe... It's ok, vivian... no worries ya..

Doing assignment now.. not free.. Nothing much today..

signing off... =)

Tired!

2010-02-22T22:03:00.004+08:00

Last sat..
Woke up at 11am..
Went to attend wedding matrimony of titus and jie lin wif josephine..
Then led cg..
Then nite went to their wedding dinner..
They were so sweet.. Very creative also.. So romantic! =)
Reached home at 12am..
Slept at 1am..

Yesterday..
Woke up at 7am..
Got tf food fair..
"Nasi lemak, RM2 for one pkt, Rm 2 for one stick of fishball!"
Dat's what I've been repeating during food fair.. haha... obviously I'm selling nasi lemak and fishball rite? haha...
Food fair ended at 1pm..
Then went to de musician meeting wif phillip rite after food fair..
Then went baq home to bath and ate dinner in de car..
Then went to ph to practise for de nite service.. as keyboardist..
Went baq home at 11pm..
Slept at 12.40am..

Today..
Woke up at 6am..
Reached jb custom at 7am..
Thank God for smooth journey.. reached sch at 9am sharp.. haha... not late.. hehe =)
Did presentation for ocs.. not bad..
Went to nsm and acm for field trips after arthur's class..
Was late for nsm visitation.. cleo was kind of pissed off wif us.. (sorry cleo!) :(
Then we had miss seah's class straight after de museum's visitations. So we have to travel baq to sch..
Was late for her class oso.. she called adeline.. then adeline called shalini.. She tot dat we r not coming for class coz tot of cny holiday.. How can it be sia? We started our class since last week.. haha...
Renee was in de class to observe us during the lecture.. We suppose to present to miss seah our summaries for de super long article..
But.. we totally forgot about it! Was shocked.. We apologized to her.. Well, she's kind enough to give us another week to prepare it.. She nvr scold us before.. She's so kind.. But anyway.. I still fall asleep wif open eyes during her class again.. Coz I was too tired after all de events for these few days..
Thank God dat she ended her class early for 20 mins.. Coz she's not feeling well.. Will keep her in prayer =)
Reach jb at 7.20pm..
Reach home at 7.50pm..
Going to re-write whatever assignments I have.. Super blur and confuse now.. haha... not free now..

signing off... =D

19-2-2010 Diary

2010-02-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today was a tiring but exciting day for me..
Why???
It's bcoz ytd I slept at 230am coz doing assignment's outline and woke up late.. 6am..
But no traffic jam and lots of buses to hop in.. Juz one thing.. in de sg custom, quite crowded.. everyone like walking model show.. haha... Reached sch at 840am.. Still early.. hehe...

Then, showed my outline to ms quek.. u noe last min work, definitely cant b a good work.. But I was confuse what to write.. So, after she suggested and commented my outline, now I noe what to do.. hehe... Not as difficult as I thought actually.. Thanks ms quek..
Then, went to sch lib to find for SEA reference book to borrow home.. But cant find it.. Find for 45 mins.. too bad.. But managed to borrowed two other books which are useful for my other assignments.. haha... Thank God.. At least not in vain..

Then, it's fashion forecast class.. De fashion students were all late for class so muz wait for them.. I think they went museum or stuff like dat.. So we started class quite late.. Showed stephanie de pics b4 class started.. hmm.... still acceptable.. but not very well done coz copy from ppl's blogs and nets.. but quite trendy also.. Muz continue to search for pics of trendy ppl for our final assignment and dat is for producing individual's trend book. She ended class 1 hr early.. So actually, today, de lecture was super short and sweet..

But thanks to her dat I managed to come baq jb at 220pm.. Then I went to jusco and waited for someone to fetch me to church.. And eventually, went to some tf friends' house for cny visitation.. my house also included.. haha... so nice! Got receive ang pow also..then, I finally started to eat cny cookies again... No more coughing.. yes! finally! yay!

Didnt managed to catch a night movie wif my tf friends after de visitations coz it's too late and I was super tired then.. Mayb next time bah..

So overall, I was very happy and really enjoy myself alot especially during de visitations whereby de aunties and uncles were all giving us a very warm welcome and we ate and drink lots of foods and drinks till very full lo.. Dunno if I grew fatter now.. haha...

Anyway, I juz wanna say thank you to many especially God for today's whole day events; my mum for welcoming my friends so warmly and prepared foods and drinks and many more things; de aunties and uncles for all de foods, drink, warm welcome and of coz ANG POW! haha...
and others who had fetch me around today..

O ya! I met my "si jie" (4th sis in chinese) in de 1st house visitation.. Now I noe... actually she's xin mei's sis.. Dont mistaken.. she's not my real sis.. juz dat few years ago, we went to a youth training camp called as "joshua camp".. She was my room leader and out of a sudden.. all of us became bros and sis.. So she's my 4th sis.. I'm de 8th sis.. haha.. Gals had two families.. So I belonged one of de family.. But I still called "li min da jie" (big sis li min in chinese) when I met her although she's not my family's da jie.. We all very good de.. share share family.. hehe... I also got a bro called "timothy leong". He was my group leader and eventually became my bro.. I called him "ko" (older bro in chinese) if I remember to called him dat.. haha...

Dat's about it for today's blog.. Tmr will be more to date.. It's getting late now.. Going to sleep.. Nitez =)

signing off...

18-2-2010

2010-02-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today, I was very happy coz met wif one of my close friend, majitha..
She starting sch at new sch on this coming Monday..
Had a nice chatting wif her, crystal, shalini, asyraf (de joker) haha... and vignash..
Why asyraf a joker???
Bcoz he kept asking funny questions.. but thanks to him.. dat de whole conversation was so fun..

Was kind of stress and confuse as well..
1stly,
It's business finance..
I started to feel confuse ald..
Abit confuse of one of de tutorial question.. why after calculate for 3 yrs from 1st yr.. then muz reverse to calculate from 5th yr to 3rd yr.. de question wanted de value of yr 3 cash flow..
Arthur said it's about english matter confusing us.. if we only calculate till 3rd yr, what about 4th and 5th yr? but.. hmm.... still confuse leh.. haiz..

2ndly,
It's de fashion forecast..
We r suppose to take 100 pics of trendy ppl in sg and due date is tmr..
100???
It's actually not dat alot but de problems r it's cny.. and most of singaporean r quite conservative so it's quite hard to find trendy ppl in sg.. STRESS AH!

BUT...
Thank God!
melissa managed to do it.. wow! dat's really great! thanks to her dat tmr got something to show
stephanie.. If not... jialat liao...
Thanks melissa =)
I felt so relieve.. haha... finally!
Then I can concentrate my other modules' assignments.. yes!
haha... happy happy =D
Tmr muz submit my SEA presentation's outline to miss quek.. One by one leh.. So muz got something to show her la..

Next Monday..
Got presentation for ocs.. to arthur again..
Then going to acm and nms, field trips for asian art class.. by cleo
Then baq to sch for museum studies class by mdm seah.. I still prefer to address her as "miss seah".. dunno why... "mdm seah" sounded very old leh.. haha...

signing off...

Sick during CNY!

2010-02-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

Argghhh......
Am sick again..
So sian..
There goes my cny mood.. haiz...
Thank God no asthma..
Now muz study, do assignment ald..
Was having nap for 4 hours juz now..
So now, energy got arnd 80%
Coz took my medicine not long ago..
Somehow feel abit tired.. haha....
Suppose to go sg wif mum yesterday but too bad.. I was too ill to get up from my bed.. (sorry mum)
Today went to see doc.. He said I must rest at home... Try not to go out.. Starting sch on thursday so muz b good gal and listen to doc lo..
Feeling better now but still feel horrible when I coughed and flu.. Feel like taking out my throat and nose, clear all de unwanted stuffs then put them baq.. So irritating.. hahaha...... Juz kidding! (as if I could do dat) =p

Hoping to eat cny cookies again.. Now can only drink 100 plus..

Thank God

2010-02-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

Thank God for internet connector function smoothly..
Thank God for reunion dinner wif my beloved family members.. really enjoy it!
Thank God for yummy foods.. cant finish eventually coz too much of delicious foods..
Thank God for bringing us to sam today..
Thank God for everything!!! =D

It's me

2010-02-11T14:14:00.002+08:00

Hey, It's me..
I'm having my break time now after having two classes juz now..
I'm now using my sch comp lab's pc... coz my own internet connector has been suspended but still waiting for it to reconnect... So cant access internet for a few days ald..

Later got one more class to go..
But de fun is...
We can all go to sam instead of staying baq to sch and sitting inside de classroom listening and fall asleep in class during de lecture time.. haha....
Glad dat today is field trip to museum..

Later going baq jb wif my dad to eat reunion dinner for cny.. Yay!

I finally 90% well of my sickness.. I got sore throat and cough for a few days ald.. Finally got well now..
which mean I can start to eat cny cookies.. haha...... waited for so long ald.. Wonder what my mum is going to cook at nite.. Muz b very yummy! yay!

Dat's all for now.. Time to meet crystal to go sam now.. haha..

signing off ... =)

DONE!

2010-02-06T12:29:00.002+08:00

YAY!
I FINALLY done wif my ocs assignment 1 ald..
Yes!
haha...
Super happy now!

Okok...
Relax!

Still got other assignments to do.. Will start on Monday bah..
Not free from now till Sunday nite..

signing off...

97% Done! haha =D

2010-02-06T00:43:00.004+08:00

yay!
I finally done wif ocs assignment 1 after all de struggling wif laziness, tiredness and moody mood.. But I still left with de conclusion..
Dunno wat to write..
haiz...
So thank God dat at least He gave me mood to do today although I was quite ill juz now..
Now feeling better =)
Tmr morning.. die die oso muz think of a conclusion to write..
Monday due date ald lo...
Wont b free from tmr afternoon till sunday nite..
So ahem! ahem! Better finish by tmr morning lo..

So happy now!
Going to sleep now since still not feeling well now..

signing off...

Today's Blog

2010-02-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

Was having a nice chat wif crystal, shalini, asyraf and melvin.
Complaint about lecturers..
Dunno wat to comment... haiz... juz abit dissappointed wif mr han and those who talked back to him on tue..
I began to feel the challenges from finance ald.. especially de table method.. kind of confusing lo...
Nvr come out for exams but come out for assignments.. haiz...
But de excel method seemed to be quite interesting leh...
haha....
De calculator method still can la...
As for de curatorial exercise for today, dunno why... felt stress juz now.. brain not working completely...
Still got other assignments to do.. not done yet...
but dont worry ya.. I'm still surviving and coping quite well..
haha....

signing off... =D

2010-01-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today was a very tiring day for me!
Woke up at 5.20am..
Reached custom at 6.50am..
Waited at sg custom for bugis bus for 30 mins..
Rained very heavy..
De duration from sg custom to queen street took arnd 45 mins due to de traffic jam..
Reached sch at 9.10am..
Lated for 10 mins..

But was surprised dat I was de 4th person who enter into my class wif de lecturer already there..
Most of us were late for class..
Was late for fashion forecast class too..
It's because our hist of southeast asian art class ended late..
Late for 15 mins..

Both two modules's lecturers were very kind and friendly..
Really enjoy it!

But as for de fashion forecast class, I was quite blur of de assignments and content of de module..
Mayb due to dat I was late for class, sat quite back row, cant see de ppt properly due to de wordings too small, there's 75 students in de class, ...

Reached jb at 2.35pm..
Went to banks and jusco wif my mum and tong tong..
My mind was all thinking about assignments, homework.. so restless..
Super tired..

Nvr go to tf today..
Next week muz go la..
Thinking of de assignment interview..
Still dunno wat to ask.. haiz... God, pls help me!

Super tired now..
Muz do my fashion forecast research 1st.. Muz send to team mate by sunday, 7pm..
After dat, muz get prepare for de interview questions.. but if no interview, then how to write de essay? Abit confuse now..
Suddenly felt dat time is not enough for me! Still got so many things to do! haiz... Try to do as much as possible lo.. no choice... )=

Hopefully this sem will b different from last sem.. lessen de last min works.. haha.... dat's why muz get started now before it's too late! One credit costs $162.50.. So expensive lo...

Ok.. I better start my work now.. Signing off =)

Survival

2010-01-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

Phew!
I'm still surviving from business finance..
Still in de basic stage..
Still managable.. haha........ Thank God

Monday blue!

2010-01-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

yo!
Today is monday again..
As usual, I was squeezing in de crowded custom again. Especially on monday..
I reached custom at 7am.. too crowded and de worst thing was my stomach was upset.. need to go toilet terribly..
But if i would to go.. for sure i'll b late for class.. 100% confirm one.. haha...
true enough.. I reached to sch at 8.5oam.. phew! my class started at 9am lo..
Thank God.. I still got 10 mins to rush to de toilet.. haha........

As usual.. it was AS class again.. He's weird today lo... super duper weird.. mayb was last week.. i dunno... He used his "secret weapon" again.. If not paying attention in his class, he'll inform toc.. He likes to stress us wif toc.. haiz... He's de one who said can do anything we want in de class only wif one condition.. do not disturb de class.. today, my classmate was reading magazine in class.. then he scolded her and warned her not to repeat it if not he's going to confiscate de magazine and inform toc.. haiz... he even check on de notes dat we suppose to print out lo.. he's not keeping de promise lo... so sian..

In de class... everyone was super quiet... no one would bother to make any noise.. I think supposingly if there's a needle accidentally drop on de floor, we could hear de sound of de needle lo.. totally no sound at all. me and my friend were talking but without any sound.. very weird leh.. haiz...

After his class, we went to ah mei for lunch.. had dan dan noodle.. then we had ice-cream too..
After that, we got CT's class.. Dunno why.. mayb i had my lunch.. too full.. felt super sleepy lo.. de 1st hour, i was ok.. then after dat, i felt so sleepy.. then she gave us 15mins break.. after dat, i was super awake lo.. haha... thank God..

We had SYT's class immediately after CT's class.. bought cappucino from de vending machine.. Was awake while she discuss about de asssignment's requirements.. then she continued de lecture again.. Here I go again.. Again felt sleepy.. but not dat bad coz we left 50 mins for lecture..

Tmr would b HWT's class.. "contract law".. looking forward.. hehe....

signing off.. =D

4th day of school life!

2010-01-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hey, there!
Today was my 4th day of classes..
Was tired this morning.. woke up early..
Still de same, stuck in de custom as it's crowded wif ppl..
Reached sch at 8.25am.. class started at 9am.. haiz.. so early..

1st of all,
It's AS class again.. He taught us business finance this time..
He's abit more serious than monday indeed.. mayb was because de class size was big.. VA + PA
He warned us to pay full attention and do assignments, project and final exam properly in order to pass this paper..
Super worried about this module after hearing de experiences of our senior and warning from AS..
It's all maths.. I'm weak in maths lo... haiz... muz use scientific calculator somemore.. haiz....
Going to study hard and trust God for this module..

Had 2 breaks juz now.. One after de business finance lecture class, b4 de tutorial class. Another one, b4 de curatorial class.. Was chatting wif shalini, crystal and asyraf in de sch lib to wait for de next lesson which was STY's class at 3pm..
Took pics wif my fellow classmates in de classroom b4 de business finance tutorial class began..

Then, we had our curatorial studies class by STY..
I think this module is more interesting than museum studies 2..
I could pay attention in de class juz now.. 90% awake juz now.. not bad ald lo..
Half of de class almost fallen asleep lo..

I think I found a way to prevent myself of being so tired and fall asleep in class.. It was not to eat heavy food during lunch time.. juz grab something light to eat.. And... drink coffee during de class..
I drank nescafe juz now.. Therefore, I stayed awake almost de whole lecture..
Almost fallen asleep inside de mrt and bus during de way baq to jb.. Was super tired.. Cant take it anymore.. Thank God dat I managed to get out of de train on time.. =D

New Sem Evaluation

2010-01-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today was my 2nd day of new sem..
Still enjoying myself wif new modules.. haha.......

1stly, yesterday.....
1st day of sch.. woke up super early to squeezed in de crowded custom.. reached sch super early.. haiz..

AS was so funny. He changed alot..
Last time he was so fierce and will confiscated ppl's hp whenever got ppl used it during his class
But this time, he even said we can use our hp to play games and sms during his class but wif one condition.. do not disturb de class..
It's kind of weird lo..
How come he changed so much?
He simply talked all crap..
But mayb was because my class' size was small and super quiet so he cant find fault wif us.. he tried to b friend wif all of us..
He taught us organisational communication skills..
Okok... Let's try this..
On thur, he'll b teaching us another module (business finance) wif PA class.
Let's see whether he still behave like dat..

As for CT, I think she's de youngest lecturer dat I've ever met. Dunno how old is she.. I guess she most probably 20++
She's so different from KK
She taught us History of Asian Art..
Still observing her.. hehe......

Next, STY..
She taught us Museum Studies 2..
She's kind enough to explain to us why she gave us such a very low mark for last sem (Museum Studies 1)..
Now I know my mistakes..
I'll try not to repeat it.. Hopefully..
She gave us so called "weekly assignment" to helped us up for our exhibition proposal (final assignment)... Thanks to her.. hehe.....
On thur, she'll teach us another module, curatorial studies.. I wonder what's de module all about..

2ndly, today.....
It's HWT...
He taught us contract law..
Actually I was excited for this module, but too bad.. I was so dissappointed..
He was so distracted by his incoming calls and sms..
One of a PA students was so angry wif de whole class for being like wet market.. so noisy.. until de lecturer waited for us to b quiet.. He shouted at de class.. thanks to him dat de class suddenly became completely silent and listened to de lecturer's lecture..

Then after class, crystal, shalini, asyraf and me went to eat McD at peace centre..
then it rained heavily.. walked wif crystal towards de mrt station wif almost all wet..
What a nice experience!

That's all for now.. tmr no class.. so everything muz wait till thur b4 I could update more about my sch life..

Signing off =)

Challenges vs Faith

2010-01-07T14:04:00.002+08:00

Challenges vs Faith!!!

I felt myself living in an insecured sheltered place where there will be something wrong to happened at de next second. I dunno how to stated here but juz felt no security at all. It became my nightmare since then.

There's been challenges in my life recently. I felt myself being like a prison police officer dat always there to look after my house by making sure that all doors and gates are well locked. So dat no one will suddenly go dissappear.

It really affected my lifestyle tremendously. I'm going baq to sch next week.. Dunno how.. got to leave my mum alone at home wif a five yrs old little gal. I'm worried about them lo.. There were like two tiny bombs in my house. They can juz explode without any warning at anywhere and anytime.

Yesterday there was de worst incident dat happened in my house. Argh! Forget it! Dont feel like talking about it now.. sigh

I know I cant continue to be like this. Dat's why I need to put my trust in God. Faith is believing in the things dat we cant see to be done. I must believe and have faith in God dat He controls and He reigns de whole situation.

I know He will lead us through in these difficulties. Thank God!

Preparing myself to face the new challenges in my studies. Starting sch next monday.. haha........ Finally! Can talk and hanging out wif my friends after class again. How nice.. After holiday for 2months.. haha...... Finally!

Cheerz =P

How Can It Be?

2010-01-04T15:57:00.003+08:00

How can it be?(sob)

Who is de one who said since now is holiday, juz teach them more?
Who is de one who said 1 1/2 hours of tuition a day not enough?
Who is de one who said each day must tuition at least 3 hours?
Who is de one who said dont let them watch too much of tv programmes and play ps or whatsoever?

It's all their aunts and mum said..
But now put all de blames on my mum and me... (Argh......)
But actually it's not their aunts and mum's fault. They did dat was for their own good juz dat these two kids didnt understand it.

They dont wish to understand it.. Dat's de problem la.. Dat time.. it's de older bro who strongly disagreed dat de tuition extended for at least 3 hours.. De younger one agreed wif it and happily accepted..
But it's de younger bro now who said and cried for dying to go home terribly..
Whatever.. their mum is reaching soon..

Let's see what thier mum will say.. I'm so irritating wif them.. Fine! I'm not teaching them tuition.

Okok... enough about them.. made me feel so down now..
There's two songs I suddenly think of to calm myself.. God, help me to forgive them.. Thank God! =D

Song's Name: With All I Am

V1
Into Your hand, I commit again
With all I am for You, Lord
You hold my world, in the palm of Your hand
And I am Your's
Forever

Chorus
Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're de reason that I live, the reason that I sing
With all I am

V2
I'll walk wif You, wherever You go
Through tears and joy, I'll trust in You
And I will live, in all of Your ways, Your promises,
Forever

Bridge
I will worship
I will worship You (Repeat)

Song's Name: We Give Thanks

Chorus
We give thanks
We give praise
For we know that all things work together for our good
We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith, we know Your grace will see us through

Reunion!

2009-12-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

Went to red box and f cube today wif hyma, melissa and joanne..
Was happy.. Long time nvr being crazy like today..
Met wif aqila and sama oso..
Long time nvr meet up, everyone became prettier now..
Almost cant recognise ald..
Sang for 4 hours and play board games for 2 hours.. Cool!

I think de red box ppl will be very fed up wif us..
They'll b wondering, "why these 4 gals made de place a mess?"
haha... not purposely de la..
Accidentally broke their glass and made de place so wet..
At first, joanne then hyma..
but as for hyma's de glass was not broken.. phew! Thank God!

Tmr will be going to sg wif them.. haha.... so excited.. going to orchard..
Should b super crowd tmr..
Dont care.. most importantly is be happy and feel de atmosphere of christmas..

Signing off.. =)

Happy Now!

2009-12-21T15:00:00.002+08:00

yoyo!
Yesterday, I went to see one of de sg celebrity, Moses Lim in jb. His life testimony was very amazing and interesting. Finally got to see him in person instead of through tv programmes.
Was glad that I was there. hehe =)

Finally got well now. Can eat whatever I want. So happy.. Will be busy wif activities these few days. Finally can enjoy now! haha =D

Still waiting for de new class schedule to be out..

Signing off...

Long Updates about me!

2009-12-15T13:06:00.003+08:00

Hey, there!
Was sick for 3 weeks..
Sad sia! Cant eat my favourite foods.. haiz....
Today's blog might be super long lo..

1st..
1 week before I went to Cambodia, I fall sick.. I went to see doc so dat i could get well asap..
Then de doc was super cute lo.. She was afraid to give me any medicine coz i was allergy wif panadol.. She said this medicine i cant consume.. dat one i cant consume.. so sian lo... I was like open my mouth big big lo... (shocked).. Then I felt a little better and there I went to Cambodia happily but still sick.

2nd..
I felt terrible when I reached Cambodia. Was too sick.. Cant talk properly.. Kept on coughing non stop.. No more voice. Was tempted to eat de duck egg wif de little duck inside but cant eat.. Coz i was feeling so terrible dat if I was to eat it, I could definitely vomit it out... Wat to do? No choice lo! But got a chance to eat spider's leg, water lily's seed, super sweet pineapple, etc..
I was happy in Cambodia.. I enjoy it very very much.. Can serve together wif my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. Was assistant leader and treasurer at dat time.. Was super stress then. coz dunno how to calculate de rating of khmer real and usd. Thank God dat I had many mobilise calculator (helpers) helping me.. haha... Thx guyz!
Got a chance to ride on de pony and ox.. watched de sunset.. went to de cultural tour.. ride on motorbikes and tuk-tuk (taxi) and so on...
Was touched by de blind man family.. Thought of helping him up to fix his roof and house but cant coz it will take de whole day of doing dat.. We still need to teach English in one of de school later. So we cant.. Abit sad and dissappointed lo.. But I thank God for de pastors there for willing to be there to help him up.
We got a chance to visit the museum there too! I was excited although I already visited de museum four yrs ago. Know their history better..
Then we played de angel and mortal game.. Mayb my group only have 8 person so all of us seemed to be expert that we actually can guess who is who quite easily.. I like this team very very much. Muack!

3rd..
Then I came back to Malaysia through Singapore from Cambodia.. Went to eat de Popeye Fastfood Restaurant at Changi Airport. Mayb bcoz of I was not feeling well.. I had no appetite to eat at all.. I cant finish my food.. For those who noes me.. will noe how much will be my appetite.. u will be surprise especially fastfood.. haha..
I went to see doc de next day.. I cant take it anymore.. Felt so terrible.. Then de doc afraid I have tibi ( touchwood!) Then I went for blood test and x-ray scan.. Thank God.. everything is ok.. Juz dat I kena asthma.. no wonder I cant breathe properly well due to de dust.. haha..

4th..
Yesterday we had guests from sg so we went to eat dinner tgt at one of de restaurant.. They ordered curry fish head lo.. I cant eat.. so sad! But mayb my face looked like bitter gourd so my mum gave me one slice of fish without de curry gravy.. However, I was thankful to her then.. haha...

5th..
From today onwards.. I'll be a tuition teacher in my house.. I'll be teaching malay language in de meanwhile.. It's f-o-c though.. But i'm fine of it.. Since I'm kind of free nowadays..
Muz really revise my malay coz lost in touch wif it since I study in sg.. haha... good training for me.. hehe..

Dat's all for now.. Muz eat lunch now.. Signing off..

byebye =)

GAP Food Fair Week 1

2009-10-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

hihi....
Today was our gap food fair. Responses were very good. Thank God!
Was raining suddenly but when everybody in de games dept trying to rush to their place to save de fishes and other stuffs, de rain stopped immediately. phew!

My group was in charge of two stalls such as bubble tea stall and sugar cane stall.
De bubble tea was in hot sale today.. Very soon, all sold out. As for de sugar cane, coz dat uncle
not feeling well, most probably leg ache so he didnt managed to do sugar cane, he did ribena and suan mei (plum) juice instead. Quite nice.. hehe.........

As for de poor chrysenthemum + ginseng tea, still left over alot.. haiyo! wasted..
but nvr mind.. most probably de pkc team will finish it. haha.... thx guyz! =)

Next week will be another round of food fair. Looking forward to it. All Glory to God!

Point of view

2009-10-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

This week would be de 5th week of my acedemic yr 2, sem 1, term 2. (I suppose)
Wat can I say about this? one word... 'STRESS'
Now everything muz brush up.. assignments + homeworks + tests + exams ~~~
(essay, essay and essay!)

Was rather upset these few days.. Coz of de proposal. Although we have come wif a conclusion and idea but it muz got approval from him.. It's quite tough to please him now.. If this time we didnt come out wif de ideal proposal, our class will be finished! Muz see him next year for de same module.

My other modules muz buck up too.. especially AOA module.. I got E (almost fail) for my term 1 essay. I was upset then.. Now die die oso muz get 30/50 only can pass. and dat would be only a "D". This is not I want to get..

I am now starting to admire myself for being able to do multi-tasks. Can do assignment at de same time playing cafe world and farmville.. haha........... Mayb too stress bah.. got to release it b4 it got worse.. hehe........

signing off =)

New experience!

2009-09-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

Last friday, I went to crystal's house. Frankly speaking, this was my 1st time of going to my friend's house in sg. Really enjoy myself there watching hong kong drama. Such a wonderful experience. Welcome back Michelle.. Hope to catch up wif u soon.. hehe :)

Nothing much to say now..

Signing off now.. =)

Year 2, Term 2 Started!

2009-09-24T23:23:00.003+08:00

Well.....
Dunno y ever since de term 2 started, I was so emo until I cant control it. There's also frustrations, pissed off within it. Of coz there are happy moments too..

Monday:
- No class coz celebrated Hari Raya for all my muslim friends. Too bad i only got 1 day off
excluding de weekend.

Tuesday:
- Got baq my term 1 essay for de aesthetic of art. I failed de essay. so sad.... got lots comments
from my lecturer. haiz.....
- Then, i got baq my peranakan museum essay too.. Not bad.. still acceptable.. next tue got a
very mini presentation for de museum studies..
- Super pissed off with my buddy. Zzz.......

Wednesday:
- got baq my sas music website research essay. Not bad.. not bad... got improvement.thk God.
hehe... Then managed to study abit of poa in sch lib until 7pm. Go home n continue wif poa and
chatting in fb.. haha....

Thursday:
- got up early to rush to sch.. Coz got poa test mah.. cannot play play u noe.. 5 credits leh.. Then
rain somemore.. Arggh.... Can balance everything but no guarantee whether correct or wrong..
haiz..... shld b better than de 1st test bah.... Tmr no poa but he is kind enough to give us a
chunk of accounting questions as homework as usual.. ha!
- Then, after de poa test, got presentation of the exhibition proposal. It was my 1st time
seeing him really angry and dissappointed at us.. He yelled at us.. well, dat's normal if someone
feel like dat. Thks to him dat we can redo as in edit our proposals into a better one to get a
better grades of dat module. He gave another chance to us.. haha.. He's so kind.. He's super
angry wif us but he's quick to forgive us..
We did enjoy de lecture after de presentation done especially he would tell jokes whereby
some r lame jokes. haha.......
- Then, it was marketing class. He suddenly changed his mind to give us a test today instead of
tmr.. We were all shocked.. (refers to VA). But this test is very special n I enjoyed de process
very very much. Unlike poa, so stress up! haiz.....

But I want to clarify one thing.. I dunno y starting of de new term, I faced many setbacks be it in studies or relationship but I don blame anyone. Especially in my studies, I never ever blame my lecturers for being harsh to me.. I accepted it with a broader mind. It's indeed my mistakes. haha....

Alright! I noe today my blog looked more like a daily diary but it's all my feelings and experiences. And I think this way can help me better to write.Some kind of guidelines la..

Dat's all from my super long posting.. What do u expect? 4 days experiences leh.. hehe

Signing off... =)

What a beautiful girl dat I've met

2009-09-19T11:01:00.002+08:00

"whatever the situation is, remember to look back to the cross and ponder over His amazing love and grace towards us. We are undeserving, but yet He loves us for who we are. I pray that with all my heart that you can always find comfort at the foot of the cross."

This were the encourage words from my beloved member.
Thank God for her..
She has been a blessing to me through her experiences, feelings and actions..
Thank God for her.

Cheerz :-D

my feelings

2009-09-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

Siannnnnn.....................ah!
Finally can relax abit.
Tdy was my super busy n stress day. Even busy until no time to attend poa class and eat lunch. We ate our lunch at 515pm. Ponteng for once..
Hey, let me clarify this.. I didnt ponteng purposely, k?! I was trying to finished up the 4500 words proposal before 330pm. But at last, we finished at 430pm.. but wif only 3600++

In addition, before I cont wif my proposal, I encountered wif a problem. I cant save de ammendments that I made in cdr. So, muz go n get one more cdr from my classmate. He is kind enough to give me de cdr for free. Thank God for crystal helping me patiently to solve this problem

I'm going to give the credits of this web page to shalini who helped me almost every pages and steps of html n css; crystal who helped me juz now to be able to save well; vignash who although only editted one of my item by changing the colour. Although juz a tiny help, I appreciate it. Thx ya :-)

I was also super duper stress tdy. Coz of de web page and proposal. This morning, as usual I was de earliest ppl to come except for tuesday.. Dunno y.. always late on tuesday.. :-(
Michael shown us a chinese movie called as "ying xiong" which means hero.. then i was resting on the chair, he suddenly switch on the movie. But it was quite interesting, i think. And, I was super tired and blur in the morning. De brain itself cant function properly in the morning.

I got really PISSED OFF!!! by one of my close friend. She can juz anyhow copy and paste from internt. U want to noe the name of my close friend, Sorry ya, I cant tell u coz it's very confidential.

Now i still need to do other assignment through internet oso.

klah.. super tired now.. dont want to type anymore.. Cant take it ald. Going offline..

bye =)

Buck Up!

2009-09-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

Hey hey..
Web page?
Thx to my God for sending friends n lecturer to help me up in this complicated web page.
I'm about 50% done. Tmr going to cont. since tmr no class.. haha...

Thx to all my friends n lecturer that help me up in this assignment. Seriously, I'm really grateful to all of u. If not bcoz of u all, I'm finished then!

As for de poa, now I really scared about de result ald.. I got balance but no use.. Coz alot of mistakes. I think by de time he minus this, minus that, nothing much left. lol

Wat to do? Juz try harded next time lo.. Don b so careless like last time. I nvr see the word "half" dat coz me wrong de entire trial balance amount which will oso affect my income statement, balance sheet and statement of OE.

Haiz.... Sad sia.. Wasted...

this is wat will happened if u do too fast without noticing something missing or underlook certain words. too bad.... Sigh.

Hopefully i can finish my web page by tmr. Then I can concentrate other modules such as poa.. O ya.. muz do the proposal oso.. Ok. tmr muz rmbr to do.. If not.... (U shld noe la)

hehe.... dat's all for now.. Super tired tdy.. Have been facing computer for 10 hours.. My eyes need rest b4 it swollen again.. hehe.... Cheerz =)

Zzz

2009-09-07T10:18:00.002+08:00

Zzzzzzzz..................
STREESSSsssssss............... ah...
Wat de....
I cant do de web page sia.
How to do la?
How am I going to submit this fri la?
How? How? How?

Long time didnt blog bcoz of this la
so many assignments to do.. Zzzz....... sian...
Still got 8000 words proposal, website research for my sas music, other sas music assignments dat due date not dat early.., museum studies due on nov.. ( phew! Thank God)
Now stuck wif my web page.. Sigh..

Even account homework oso not yet even touch, lol.
After test, not yet even have a chance to touch account since I got so many other urgent assignments need to hand in within this n next week. I think i'm going in de account class wif a blank mind again on tmr la... haiz....... Wat to do?

24 hours seems to b too short n never enough for me la.. I guess many would agree wif my statement above. Especially when there's lots of assignments to submit at de same time. In addition, muz go n attend music concert n write concert report n portfolio for my sas music again.. Haiz......

Well, muz get back to my web page again. Fri muz submit. Muz juz anyhow do lo.. Why muz de proposal n web page's due date r de same? It's this coming fri lo.. :(

Enough now! Muz cont to do web page now b4 I retake next yr.. (touchwood!)

Today's Diary

2009-08-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

Today, class resume as usual.
After sick n break for a week, somehow de mood was not there for class.
Today, got new assignment for aesthetic of art. Think it going to b hard. This time muz really put more effort to do. I oso borrow de art book from sch lib.
Dont play, play!
Later kena from her, then u noe.. ha..
Today oso got baq our thick fundamental in gallery photocopy book. It's kind of heavy sia. Juz imagine u bring de books all de way from sch to jb.. muz go through a very pack mrt travel, busy custom, squeeze in de causeway link bus somemore.. haiyo..
very super duper exhausted lo.. then muz walk home from de petrol station near my hse somemore... Sigh..

Got to pack my stuffs now. Juz bought a new book shelf yesterday. hehe..

Bye =)

What can I do now?

2009-08-08T15:07:00.002+08:00

Haiz..... (sigh)
So sien.. so bored.....
still sick..
no mood to study leh
next tue resume class ald..
not prepared to sch now.
what to do la?
cant get out of my house yet.
muz get fully well 1st.
so sien ah!

Better Now!

2009-08-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

Yeah!
Finally get rid of my right swollen eye.
Juz dat, still got flu. It had not gone yet.
Hopefully can get well b4 sch resume..

Juz now was solving sudoku.
Usually played very happy. De more I play, de more I addicted.
But today, de more I play, de more I feel so miserable.
Very hard to solve it.
Juz dunno y..
Mayb havent play for a long time.
Forgot all de technic ald.. So sad..

But nvm.. no test for dat.. haha.........

gtg.. O ya.. b4 I leave, thx ya for praying for me if u did.. haha.....

bye =)

sick lol :(

2009-08-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

Aah chew!
Got flu n a swollen right eye.
Wat to do? Such a lousy weather.
Now getting better after applying eye mo.
Thank God no fever, no sore throat, no cough.
Thank God no nid to go to sch. if not......... u noe la..

Now all I can do is pray, sleep, watch tv, eat, surfing internet.
Cant concentrate to study. Feeling terrible now.

I shall stop here. Write again when i'm getting better.
Those readers, pls pray for me after u read n b4 u leave ya. Thx..
hehe... =)

Recent experiences!

2009-08-02T13:48:00.000+08:00

Hey, guyz!
So sorry dat long time din really write n update my blog. Coz have been really busy for my assignments n guess wat? I moved baq to jb ald. I no longer staying in sg ald. So, other than studies, I have been busy of shifting my stuffs baq to jb.

It has been 2 weeks of sch life. Dunno how to say out my feelings. Somehow, I felt stress over my studies ald. Especially for my marketing module. I really dunno why I juz cant really understand whatever Michael teach. Not his fault, I juz don understand. When he asked any questions? I dunno wat to ask him but then, I have lots of things to ask him. I noe it's very chim.... haha... Nvm if u dont understand tis part. hehe :)

As for other modules, I dont really being stretch by them yet. So, I cant give any comments yet. I believed more challenging tasks will come. hmm.......... God, pls help me!!!

Recently, some of my friends were sick. I felt so sad. All I can do is to pray n show concern to them. Hopefully, they r juz sick n not contact wif xxxx. God, pls heal them!!!

Something happened to my friendship again! I have been once again bcame de sausage of de bread. Meaning: middle man. I felt so sad. I dunno how to react whenever they asked which grp will I join. Cant they juz sit tgt in peace? I'm tired of it ald.. God!!!

Prayer:
Lord, thank u for giving me this opportunity to encountered all these circumstances. I noe it's not easy, but I'll cont to put my trust in u. Help me to b grateful to u n not juz complain tis n dat. Pls help me in my studies oso. Help me as how u help me in my yr 1 n even more. Bless me, Lord. Help me to be able to be more n more like u. Lord, I want to pray for my friends n lecturers. Pls help me to rmbr to pray for them as I always forget about them. Bless them too, Lord.
In Jesus' name, I pray, AMEN!

Cheerz ;D

4 more days!

2009-06-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

4 more days to go! Shld I b happy or sad?
It's about my working. I have 4 more days to work b4 I resign my job.
I am happy dat I will soon free from working but I think I'll miss all of my colleagues, supervisor, manager n oso regular customers..

Last time I stated dat I have 2 managers. Actually I was wrong. Actually de cool guy is my supervisor n not manager. But however he resigned ald. Dont ask me y coz even I dunno de reason. Then came de new supervisor. She is very "motherly" character. This means she likes to nag n complain alot. Got lots of customers, complain... no customer oso complain... she can juz find fault wif anyone there. Haiz........

Now, I dont really dislike or hate my bossy manager ald.. I've forgiven her. She's ok in my sight now. Really thank God for helping me to forgive her.

Dat's all for now. Nitez.....

UPDATEZ.....!

2009-06-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yo! Long time didnt write blog ald.. What to write??? Hmm.....

Ahhh!! Update myself la...

I'm currently working as a part time waitress in jb. It's very boring initially. Well, this job really helped me explore the working world reality...

I have two managers. One very bossy; another one, very quite. Totally very different lo..

De bossy manager like to order ppl to do something whenever we r free. She like to order especially ME! She'll like.. "Jacelyn, do this.. do that..." I was so irritating by her lo...

Then, she sometimes will asked something like "u wipe de window ald?"; "u wash toilet later, k?"; etc.. As if like we have signed a contract dat stated Jacelyn wash toilet, Jacelyn wipe window glass, etc..

She like to go out in the middle of working hours. I would rather she's not around when it's my working shift. I will b very moody when she's arnd.. but I'll b very happy n make lots of noise when she's not arnd. All my colleagues oso de same.. So, when she's arnd, by de end of de day, all of us will b super tired.. She'll for sure got something for us to do.

I did alot of mistakes there. Well, she didnt really teach me how de cafe functions. She juz told me de price of de foods. Alot of things dat i learned were during my mistakes. She'll ticked me off by saying u shld do tis, shld not do dat. She think I'm God or wat.... Never say beforehand then scold ppl.. Haiz....

De cooler manager is a guy. He's super cool guy. Never command or order ppl to do things. De most he will say, "table so n so got customer". then we understand. He oso always go out in de midst of working hours. Do all managers de same? Haiz.... haha... Juz kidding! but really lo.. He's not going out wif friends but going out to smoke alone. Most probably too stress or bored I guess. haha.......

My colleagues?? I enjoyed chatting wif them.. All de waitress were from Myanmar. Juz de chef got local, Hidustan, etc... They r all my teachers. They taught me alot of things. I got to chat wif two of my colleagues. They came to msia bcoz they cant cont to further studies due to de financial difficulties n of coz other stuffs but I'm not going to write it out s tis is confidential, I suppose.. But through de conversations, I think they r like me dont really enjoy working there.

Customers???
I like customers. They r oso like my teachers. Most of them r very friendly. While minority r very demanding n fierce. One of de reason dat I still working there is bcoz of customers. I thank God dat most of de customers r very kind to me n r satisfied wif my services. When they happy, I'm happy too... This kind of feeling is very unique. Actually I got de most feedback from them mayb bcoz I'm a chinese. Only I understand chinese since all of them r from myanmar. there's only three chinese in de cafe. they r my bossy manager, one of de new local chef n me. So, of I'll b de one dat customers find since I'm de waitress. I really enjoying chatting wif customers. I'll b very happy when de customers said thank you to me.

Overall...
I'm happy to work there.. Juz dat I dont like my bossy manager. de rest r all fine to me.. I admire n like de demanding ppl but never wif de bossy ppl. So, dat's about my working experience so far... I blieve more challenges to come.. All de best to me ya! hehe...

Cheerz :)

It's the time now!

2009-04-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

Yo!
It's time for me to update myself again. hehe...
These few days, I was rather very emo. Do u noe y?
Of coz is bcoz my assessments and examinations la..
I nearly broke down on tuesday due to my favourite video production submission lor.
But I really want to thank God for his mercy dat He didnt leave me alone nor forsake me.
Now, everything is settled! haha....

O ya.. regarding to this oso, I want to grab this opportunity to thank many ppl especially
my classmates. 1stly, I want to thanks Vignash and Majitha for really helping me to solve
my video problem. Sorry for all de troubles.. Next, I would oso want to thank Crystal. She encouraged me to trust God and assured me dat God will definitely help me if I trust Him.
By this, once again I noe dat God is in ctrl of everything. Next, I oso want to thank Keith for encouraging me and listening to my problems patiently through msn n giving me de right advices. Next, it would be my group mates in vp class. Although we r all from diff depts which made us very hard to meet up tgt to discuss assignments but frankly speaking, I'm happy dat I have u gals to be my grp mates and friends. Finally is over! I think now we can relax abit la after all de submission.

And of coz my vp lecturer. Really thanks alot for giving us de last chance to submit. I noe it might not b fair to de others but pls understand dat all of us r from diff depts and is really hard to get tgt to discuss and do final preparations, etc. This is y there's some miscommunication among us during de final assignment. But, really thx alot. Hope dat u will give us a good grade. Thanks.

Arggh.. Still got so many assignments to do. How to finish la??? ...wif these little time left.. haiz......

One more very irritated me is de dance assignment. Tot of finding n discovering more info of my research but ended up muz do extra work. How la? My own assignments oso cant finish. How to do urs? Y la? Cant u juz help me wifout any exchange conditions??? Haiz...... Wat to do???

So, juz imagine next time if I work, I might often face this type of challenge which really test my emotions. Well, as an art manager, this kind of scenario is unavoidable.. But I'm not prepared yet mah.. So fast give me training ald.. Very tired lo..

Haiz........ zzz.........

Sayonara sis..

2009-04-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

Sayonara sis..
See you in heaven..
U had been really a blessing to me.
I was really shocked when I heard this news.
Thanks for encouraging me in times of need.
May u rest in peace and I know now u r enjoying and embracing God in love in heaven.
Thanks for everything!
Miss & Love you!

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2009-04-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

My Current Moodz =)

2009-04-10T14:14:00.000+08:00

My current moodz:
"HAPPY", "EXCITED", "RELIEVE"
"STRESS", "ANXIOUS", "SAD"

"HAPPY"
- dat my 2 months real holiday is coming soon. YEAH!

"EXCITED"
- can go to museum again next tue wif my classmates lead by my lecturer. HA!

"RELIEVE"
- after postponed for 2 weeks, finally we managed to shoot video successfully. PHEW!

"STRESS"
- currently very busy wif all my assignments, projects, upcoming tests, quiz and final exams.
- due date at de same time! =(

"ANXIOUS"
- very scared cannot finish my syllabus la. So much! Not yet even got a chance to study. Still stuck wif assignments n projects. :<

"SAD"
- all of de works r reports, ESSAYS, researches n hand-written basis. ):

These are my moodz for these few weeks. Pls cont to pray for me ya.. Thx.. hehe.. :)

Cheerz =)

who cares?!

2009-04-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

Haizzzzz.......
Feel so bad now. juz got a nice scolding from the librarian.
How would I noe how to send email to them....
didnt receive oso no nid to b so fierce mah...
think everybody like u ah...
hopefully de application for the video shooting in sch lib will b
success.
if not, then muz try to think of de new location dat actually is in our mind ald.
actually my fault oso..
i shouldnt think too much while emailing them ytd..
i thought muz got format or stuff like dat..
who noes no nid ah....
so frustrated and piss off now.
but muz control my emotion now..
going to shoot video now...
haha...
who cares of her!

2009-03-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hey, friends! last week was also my interesting week. I got back my SAS Ame on last monday. I got 40%. I dunno whether shld happy or vice versa. I failed for this assignment but 40 is not dat bad coz most of my classmates didnt do well either. Thk God for this was only one of my assignments. TOC is quite good enough s he brought down de marks only for 20% instead of 40% for de whole sem. Coming up next was kay's class. Nowadays, i really enjoy attending her class. She's not dat fierce lk last time. she made de whole class happy n relax lk nobody business wif addition of a few "jokers" in my class. Jokers, u noe who r u la, ha.....

Then coming up was kenneth's class which fall on thur. I think this was my 1st or 2nd time reaching earlier then him. We will often late for his class even juz 5 mins. we learned of de types of lights, colours, abit of formulas on hw to calculate de lighting units, etc.... We also went to National Sg Museum too.. I enjoyed de environment there. it's juz so cosy n nice except for de stupid entrance auto gate (i dunno de actual name=D) dat hits me out of de sudden. i got a shock n abit pain. Don worry, de pain juz stay for awhile. I'm ok ald.. I think shock was greater then de pain lor.. haha... there's a little boy dat i admire most. He was lost in de museum, he didnt cry at all. he called "mummy; mummy" repeatingly in there. He was so cool lo. but we r quite upset to his mum for leaving her son alone. wat if he is not a brave boy? then i sw him sitting on de floor taking down notes, i think is about de info of de exhibitions... WOW! Good job, boy! Actually we didnt really have de mood to go museum coz we were rushing out our dance presentations. we were lk asking, is it over? very nervous n anxious about de presentations s we not yet really prepared for it. But thk God, coz we manage to present it n teresa appraised us for dat..(=

then after de presentation, she gave us back our test papers. I got 56% for dat. Thk God! nothing special for ms chan's class. then on fri, PoM.. I still very scared of de assignment 2 (case study).. really muz pray dat God will give me a spontaneous n creative thinking skill. It's very tough for me! then here come de video shooting! yeah! but... sad to say dat our video shooting didnt went on smoothly. At 1st, we were getting hard time to buy mini dv tape, but thk God, we managed to bought one. then, we cant use de sch lib s one of our story location coz we didnt apply a day earlier. Thk God, dat i asked. if not...... then, we have to wait for one of my grp mates. she was very late.. then when she came, we try to shoot but wif lots of "NGs".. so we cant shoot de video successfully. I think I shld say, we didnt shoot any video scenes on dat day.. but thk God, matthew let us reshoot again this fri.. haha.... i always think dat, my grp always face lots of prob during de process of discussion n even during de actual presentations or something lk dat... well, wat to do? all of us r from diff class, diff dept.. matthew shld consider this oso.. but he is really kind enough to us. This is our final assignment n last chance to get good grades for tis module..

then, on sat.. I was late for class.. coz i was watching drama b4 dat after i finished writing de IP Talk report. So, i have this privillege to walk wif crystal again to sch.. s she also late for class. this week is majitha n me presentation day..scary sia.. dunno anything about de midieval theatre lo.. not prepare at all yet..muz get this for good grade lo... coz i fail for both my quiz so if i fail for this one oso, then, I'm finished!

So, this week, I going to b very busy n really hope dat everything can go well.. o ya.. I still got SAS Ame's presentation regarding to de MICA n kay's essay writing for de visual art painting. Muz rmbr! :(

2009-03-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

These few days r quite ok for me. I thank God for term 4.
Juz got all my term 3 results last week. hmm... Shld b counted as last week as today is sunday.
Firstly, I got 60% for kay's lesson which Ireally thk God n her for giving me 60%. Coz really got a bad scolding b4 dat. N I really happy in kay's class with cathy arnd as a joker dat made de whole class bcame alive... hahaha..... thks to her... Next, is kenneth's de. I oso thk God n him for passing me (50%). Coz this one I really think dat I'm going to fail for this module. But really happy dat i pass with juz a passing marks. We went to de Sg Art Museum (SAM) dat day oso. Vey nice.. I like de environment there. I think I shld go to visit musuem more often in de future.

Next, is de dance. hmm... although still dunno de actual marks yet, but my mcq still consider good. Thk God for dat :D Now we have to crack our brain for de assignment 4. Hopefully we can do it well.. hehe... Next, is PoM. Thk God for quite high marks of 77% for my 1st assignment. But I really scared of de 2nd assignment. We r suppose to do case study. I really dunno hw to do leh... :( New assignment for my elective module. Quite interesting for me coz we r suppose to produce our own video. Looking forward very much for this friday. Coz can shoot de video dat located in sch.. WOW! So cool! haha....

As for my theatre module, I got back my assignment 1 (quiz) results ald.. Sad to say dat I only got 2.5 upon 15 marks only. This is kind of very bad lor... :( Well, it's all my fault! coz i didnt really study for dat. I watched drama at nite b4 de day of de quiz.. I'd learned my lsn.. So I study very hard for my 2nd quiz.. Bcoz of my little knowledge about china hist, I'd drag cathy down.. So sorry! Felt very bad about dat.. =(

Really hope dat I can pass all my modules wif flying colours.. Hopefully in this term, I can b more hardworking n coping well all de challenges which I think very hard.. haha.... =) Therefore I want to thk God for de wonderful results in term 3... Thks to all my friends for helping me whenever I dunno wat to do.. Thks ya ppl.. =)

2009-03-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

NEW TERM, NEW START!

haha....
finally is term 4 ald..
my current feeling: happy, glad, excited =) but yet nervous, stress, sad =(
dont ask me y..
juz feel like this for no reason..
haha....
time flies so fast, sometimes would like to ask it to slow down..
especially got assignments, projects, tests, reports, examinations,etc...
my beloved cg member has left me ald..
so sad!
nvm.. muz b happy for her
at least now she had grown up
muz b independent ald..
all de best in sunway ya!
hehe=)

2009-02-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

Lord, I offer my life to u,
Everything I've been true, use it for ur glory,
Lord, I offer my days to u,
Lifting my praise to u,
As a living sacrifice,
Lord, I offer u my life.

(song - Lord, I offer my life to u - chorus)

When u move in my heart, often I cry,
As u stretch forth ur hand, I'll b touch,
Beyond my tears, but it's more than my feeling, u want;

When I seek u my Lord, u will b found,
I surrender my all, I'll b use,
Beyond my strength, far above my understanding u work.

(song - Fire burn within me - v1 & v2)

2009-02-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

U r competing urselves wif business mgt ppl in future! Ppl r queuing up for jobs! Do u think ppl will buy ur artwork? These 3 statements were the statements dat i kept on reflecting these 2 days. perhaps she was right.. as the econ is facing crisis, ppl tend to find jobs desperately..

I was feeling really down these 2 days. but thank God because my friends cheered me up during my b'day.. wif lots of surprises & presents.. i really appreciated it. i think i'm growing fatter now.. thks to them.. hehe...

these 3 statements kept on wandering my mind over and over again.. Well, it's all my fault! i dont blame her for being so HARSH to us. If she didnt, she might b killing our futures. I hope I wont make the same mistakes again and try to improve and increase my knowledge about the visual art.

Actually, now I like her very much and afraid of her at the same time. i like her bcoz she's saving our futures now and afraid bcoz I dont want to make her angry and dissappointed. bcoz she can b dat scary when she was angry.

Hopefully this will b my lsn for not to do things last min and put more efforts on research to produce the best artworks in future.

2009-02-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

haix...

I'm very tired now

physically n spiritually

especially physically

muz face so many assignments and grp projects

want to sleep but got haunted wif these assignments and grp projects

when am I going to finish all these?

tmr got test somemore!

haiyo

but I think studying is still better than working

at least lecturer still show grace n ready to forgive whenever we made mistakes

although they might always nag at us, stretch us upside down, giving us so called "stress"

but I still like to be a student..

it's not the same as working

bosses will scold us if we do something wrong

although juz a minor mistake (wat a big deal!)

when we did a very great job, he is happy n will praise us in front of everybody

but if we did something wrong, he will scold us n even fired us instead

so realistic ah!

So, I still prefer to be a student. Although alot of assignments, grp projects, tests n final exams

but I still want to thk God for dat.

THANK YOU JESUS!

2009-01-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

haha...
fiu!(relieve)
Thank God!
Praise God!
haha....
hey, u noe wat? I'm really relieve now!
1stly, my teacher din scold me, most probably she din really notice it was me who did wrongly.
haha...
2ndly, I can go back to Ipoh (hometown) ald. Kay's class postponed. so no class for me on wednesday..
haha......
dat's all for now..
hehe..
cheerz.. :)

2009-01-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hey, sad sia. I juz made a grave mistake few days ago. I really scared now. Dunno whether teacher still accept my assignment or not. I shld have check my email everyday. but i didn't.. I'm so sorry.. I'm kind of funny sia. I shld have thought of attach my summary in e email. but i did'nt.. Haix.. Hw cum I can made this simple mistake? wat am i going to do nw? kind of lost lor..

haix.. 1st assignment only i made mistake... haiya! Really scared to go for her class on thursday lah.. Dunno hw she'll react to me.. It's all my fault!