What a beautiful girl dat I've met

"whatever the situation is, remember to look back to the cross and ponder over His amazing love and grace towards us. We are undeserving, but yet He loves us for who we are. I pray that with all my heart that you can always find comfort at the foot of the cross."

This were the encourage words from my beloved member.
Thank God for her..
She has been a blessing to me through her experiences, feelings and actions..
Thank God for her.

Cheerz :-D

my feelings

Siannnnnn.....................ah!
Finally can relax abit.
Tdy was my super busy n stress day. Even busy until no time to attend poa class and eat lunch. We ate our lunch at 515pm. Ponteng for once..
Hey, let me clarify this.. I didnt ponteng purposely, k?! I was trying to finished up the 4500 words proposal before 330pm. But at last, we finished at 430pm.. but wif only 3600++

In addition, before I cont wif my proposal, I encountered wif a problem. I cant save de ammendments that I made in cdr. So, muz go n get one more cdr from my classmate. He is kind enough to give me de cdr for free. Thank God for crystal helping me patiently to solve this problem

I'm going to give the credits of this web page to shalini who helped me almost every pages and steps of html n css; crystal who helped me juz now to be able to save well; vignash who although only editted one of my item by changing the colour. Although juz a tiny help, I appreciate it. Thx ya :-)

I was also super duper stress tdy. Coz of de web page and proposal. This morning, as usual I was de earliest ppl to come except for tuesday.. Dunno y.. always late on tuesday.. :-(
Michael shown us a chinese movie called as "ying xiong" which means hero.. then i was resting on the chair, he suddenly switch on the movie. But it was quite interesting, i think. And, I was super tired and blur in the morning. De brain itself cant function properly in the morning.

I got really PISSED OFF!!! by one of my close friend. She can juz anyhow copy and paste from internt. U want to noe the name of my close friend, Sorry ya, I cant tell u coz it's very confidential.

Now i still need to do other assignment through internet oso.

klah.. super tired now.. dont want to type anymore.. Cant take it ald. Going offline..

bye =)

Buck Up!

Hey hey..
Web page?
Thx to my God for sending friends n lecturer to help me up in this complicated web page.
I'm about 50% done. Tmr going to cont. since tmr no class.. haha...

Thx to all my friends n lecturer that help me up in this assignment. Seriously, I'm really grateful to all of u. If not bcoz of u all, I'm finished then!

As for de poa, now I really scared about de result ald.. I got balance but no use.. Coz alot of mistakes. I think by de time he minus this, minus that, nothing much left. lol

Wat to do? Juz try harded next time lo.. Don b so careless like last time. I nvr see the word "half" dat coz me wrong de entire trial balance amount which will oso affect my income statement, balance sheet and statement of OE.

Haiz.... Sad sia.. Wasted...

this is wat will happened if u do too fast without noticing something missing or underlook certain words. too bad.... Sigh.

Hopefully i can finish my web page by tmr. Then I can concentrate other modules such as poa.. O ya.. muz do the proposal oso.. Ok. tmr muz rmbr to do.. If not.... (U shld noe la)

hehe.... dat's all for now.. Super tired tdy.. Have been facing computer for 10 hours.. My eyes need rest b4 it swollen again.. hehe.... Cheerz =)

Zzz

Zzzzzzzz..................
STREESSSsssssss............... ah...
Wat de....
I cant do de web page sia.
How to do la?
How am I going to submit this fri la?
How? How? How?

Long time didnt blog bcoz of this la
so many assignments to do.. Zzzz....... sian...
Still got 8000 words proposal, website research for my sas music, other sas music assignments dat due date not dat early.., museum studies due on nov.. ( phew! Thank God)
Now stuck wif my web page.. Sigh..

Even account homework oso not yet even touch, lol.
After test, not yet even have a chance to touch account since I got so many other urgent assignments need to hand in within this n next week. I think i'm going in de account class wif a blank mind again on tmr la... haiz....... Wat to do?

24 hours seems to b too short n never enough for me la.. I guess many would agree wif my statement above. Especially when there's lots of assignments to submit at de same time. In addition, muz go n attend music concert n write concert report n portfolio for my sas music again.. Haiz......

Well, muz get back to my web page again. Fri muz submit. Muz juz anyhow do lo.. Why muz de proposal n web page's due date r de same? It's this coming fri lo.. :(

Enough now! Muz cont to do web page now b4 I retake next yr.. (touchwood!)

Today's Diary

Today, class resume as usual.
After sick n break for a week, somehow de mood was not there for class.
Today, got new assignment for aesthetic of art. Think it going to b hard. This time muz really put more effort to do. I oso borrow de art book from sch lib.
Dont play, play!
Later kena from her, then u noe.. ha..
Today oso got baq our thick fundamental in gallery photocopy book. It's kind of heavy sia. Juz imagine u bring de books all de way from sch to jb.. muz go through a very pack mrt travel, busy custom, squeeze in de causeway link bus somemore.. haiyo..
very super duper exhausted lo.. then muz walk home from de petrol station near my hse somemore... Sigh..

Got to pack my stuffs now. Juz bought a new book shelf yesterday. hehe..

Bye =)

What can I do now?

Haiz..... (sigh)
So sien.. so bored.....
still sick..
no mood to study leh
next tue resume class ald..
not prepared to sch now.
what to do la?
cant get out of my house yet.
muz get fully well 1st.
so sien ah!

Better Now!

Yeah!
Finally get rid of my right swollen eye.
Juz dat, still got flu. It had not gone yet.
Hopefully can get well b4 sch resume..

Juz now was solving sudoku.
Usually played very happy. De more I play, de more I addicted.
But today, de more I play, de more I feel so miserable.
Very hard to solve it.
Juz dunno y..
Mayb havent play for a long time.
Forgot all de technic ald.. So sad..

But nvm.. no test for dat.. haha.........

gtg.. O ya.. b4 I leave, thx ya for praying for me if u did.. haha.....

bye =)

sick lol :(

Aah chew!
Got flu n a swollen right eye.
Wat to do? Such a lousy weather.
Now getting better after applying eye mo.
Thank God no fever, no sore throat, no cough.
Thank God no nid to go to sch. if not......... u noe la..

Now all I can do is pray, sleep, watch tv, eat, surfing internet.
Cant concentrate to study. Feeling terrible now.

I shall stop here. Write again when i'm getting better.
Those readers, pls pray for me after u read n b4 u leave ya. Thx..
hehe... =)

Recent experiences!

Hey, guyz!
So sorry dat long time din really write n update my blog. Coz have been really busy for my assignments n guess wat? I moved baq to jb ald. I no longer staying in sg ald. So, other than studies, I have been busy of shifting my stuffs baq to jb.

It has been 2 weeks of sch life. Dunno how to say out my feelings. Somehow, I felt stress over my studies ald. Especially for my marketing module. I really dunno why I juz cant really understand whatever Michael teach. Not his fault, I juz don understand. When he asked any questions? I dunno wat to ask him but then, I have lots of things to ask him. I noe it's very chim.... haha... Nvm if u dont understand tis part. hehe :)

As for other modules, I dont really being stretch by them yet. So, I cant give any comments yet. I believed more challenging tasks will come. hmm.......... God, pls help me!!!

Recently, some of my friends were sick. I felt so sad. All I can do is to pray n show concern to them. Hopefully, they r juz sick n not contact wif xxxx. God, pls heal them!!!

Something happened to my friendship again! I have been once again bcame de sausage of de bread. Meaning: middle man. I felt so sad. I dunno how to react whenever they asked which grp will I join. Cant they juz sit tgt in peace? I'm tired of it ald.. God!!!

Prayer:
Lord, thank u for giving me this opportunity to encountered all these circumstances. I noe it's not easy, but I'll cont to put my trust in u. Help me to b grateful to u n not juz complain tis n dat. Pls help me in my studies oso. Help me as how u help me in my yr 1 n even more. Bless me, Lord. Help me to be able to be more n more like u. Lord, I want to pray for my friends n lecturers. Pls help me to rmbr to pray for them as I always forget about them. Bless them too, Lord.
In Jesus' name, I pray, AMEN!

Cheerz ;D

4 more days!

4 more days to go! Shld I b happy or sad?
It's about my working. I have 4 more days to work b4 I resign my job.
I am happy dat I will soon free from working but I think I'll miss all of my colleagues, supervisor, manager n oso regular customers..

Last time I stated dat I have 2 managers. Actually I was wrong. Actually de cool guy is my supervisor n not manager. But however he resigned ald. Dont ask me y coz even I dunno de reason. Then came de new supervisor. She is very "motherly" character. This means she likes to nag n complain alot. Got lots of customers, complain... no customer oso complain... she can juz find fault wif anyone there. Haiz........

Now, I dont really dislike or hate my bossy manager ald.. I've forgiven her. She's ok in my sight now. Really thank God for helping me to forgive her.

Dat's all for now. Nitez.....

UPDATEZ.....!

Yo! Long time didnt write blog ald.. What to write??? Hmm.....

Ahhh!! Update myself la...

I'm currently working as a part time waitress in jb. It's very boring initially. Well, this job really helped me explore the working world reality...

I have two managers. One very bossy; another one, very quite. Totally very different lo..

De bossy manager like to order ppl to do something whenever we r free. She like to order especially ME! She'll like.. "Jacelyn, do this.. do that..." I was so irritating by her lo...

Then, she sometimes will asked something like "u wipe de window ald?"; "u wash toilet later, k?"; etc.. As if like we have signed a contract dat stated Jacelyn wash toilet, Jacelyn wipe window glass, etc..

She like to go out in the middle of working hours. I would rather she's not around when it's my working shift. I will b very moody when she's arnd.. but I'll b very happy n make lots of noise when she's not arnd. All my colleagues oso de same.. So, when she's arnd, by de end of de day, all of us will b super tired.. She'll for sure got something for us to do.

I did alot of mistakes there. Well, she didnt really teach me how de cafe functions. She juz told me de price of de foods. Alot of things dat i learned were during my mistakes. She'll ticked me off by saying u shld do tis, shld not do dat. She think I'm God or wat.... Never say beforehand then scold ppl.. Haiz....

De cooler manager is a guy. He's super cool guy. Never command or order ppl to do things. De most he will say, "table so n so got customer". then we understand. He oso always go out in de midst of working hours. Do all managers de same? Haiz.... haha... Juz kidding! but really lo.. He's not going out wif friends but going out to smoke alone. Most probably too stress or bored I guess. haha.......

My colleagues?? I enjoyed chatting wif them.. All de waitress were from Myanmar. Juz de chef got local, Hidustan, etc... They r all my teachers. They taught me alot of things. I got to chat wif two of my colleagues. They came to msia bcoz they cant cont to further studies due to de financial difficulties n of coz other stuffs but I'm not going to write it out s tis is confidential, I suppose.. But through de conversations, I think they r like me dont really enjoy working there.

Customers???
I like customers. They r oso like my teachers. Most of them r very friendly. While minority r very demanding n fierce. One of de reason dat I still working there is bcoz of customers. I thank God dat most of de customers r very kind to me n r satisfied wif my services. When they happy, I'm happy too... This kind of feeling is very unique. Actually I got de most feedback from them mayb bcoz I'm a chinese. Only I understand chinese since all of them r from myanmar. there's only three chinese in de cafe. they r my bossy manager, one of de new local chef n me. So, of I'll b de one dat customers find since I'm de waitress. I really enjoying chatting wif customers. I'll b very happy when de customers said thank you to me.

Overall...
I'm happy to work there.. Juz dat I dont like my bossy manager. de rest r all fine to me.. I admire n like de demanding ppl but never wif de bossy ppl. So, dat's about my working experience so far... I blieve more challenges to come.. All de best to me ya! hehe...

Cheerz :)

It's the time now!

Yo!
It's time for me to update myself again. hehe...
These few days, I was rather very emo. Do u noe y?
Of coz is bcoz my assessments and examinations la..
I nearly broke down on tuesday due to my favourite video production submission lor.
But I really want to thank God for his mercy dat He didnt leave me alone nor forsake me.
Now, everything is settled! haha....

O ya.. regarding to this oso, I want to grab this opportunity to thank many ppl especially
my classmates. 1stly, I want to thanks Vignash and Majitha for really helping me to solve
my video problem. Sorry for all de troubles.. Next, I would oso want to thank Crystal. She encouraged me to trust God and assured me dat God will definitely help me if I trust Him.
By this, once again I noe dat God is in ctrl of everything. Next, I oso want to thank Keith for encouraging me and listening to my problems patiently through msn n giving me de right advices. Next, it would be my group mates in vp class. Although we r all from diff depts which made us very hard to meet up tgt to discuss assignments but frankly speaking, I'm happy dat I have u gals to be my grp mates and friends. Finally is over! I think now we can relax abit la after all de submission.

And of coz my vp lecturer. Really thanks alot for giving us de last chance to submit. I noe it might not b fair to de others but pls understand dat all of us r from diff depts and is really hard to get tgt to discuss and do final preparations, etc. This is y there's some miscommunication among us during de final assignment. But, really thx alot. Hope dat u will give us a good grade. Thanks.

Arggh.. Still got so many assignments to do. How to finish la??? ...wif these little time left.. haiz......

One more very irritated me is de dance assignment. Tot of finding n discovering more info of my research but ended up muz do extra work. How la? My own assignments oso cant finish. How to do urs? Y la? Cant u juz help me wifout any exchange conditions??? Haiz...... Wat to do???

So, juz imagine next time if I work, I might often face this type of challenge which really test my emotions. Well, as an art manager, this kind of scenario is unavoidable.. But I'm not prepared yet mah.. So fast give me training ald.. Very tired lo..

Haiz........ zzz.........

Sayonara sis..

Sayonara sis..
See you in heaven..
U had been really a blessing to me.
I was really shocked when I heard this news.
Thanks for encouraging me in times of need.
May u rest in peace and I know now u r enjoying and embracing God in love in heaven.
Thanks for everything!
Miss & Love you!

My Current Moodz =)

My current moodz:
"HAPPY", "EXCITED", "RELIEVE"
"STRESS", "ANXIOUS", "SAD"

"HAPPY"
- dat my 2 months real holiday is coming soon. YEAH!

"EXCITED"
- can go to museum again next tue wif my classmates lead by my lecturer. HA!

"RELIEVE"
- after postponed for 2 weeks, finally we managed to shoot video successfully. PHEW!

"STRESS"
- currently very busy wif all my assignments, projects, upcoming tests, quiz and final exams.
- due date at de same time! =(

"ANXIOUS"
- very scared cannot finish my syllabus la. So much! Not yet even got a chance to study. Still stuck wif assignments n projects. :<

"SAD"
- all of de works r reports, ESSAYS, researches n hand-written basis. ):

These are my moodz for these few weeks. Pls cont to pray for me ya.. Thx.. hehe.. :)

Cheerz =)

who cares?!

Haizzzzz.......
Feel so bad now. juz got a nice scolding from the librarian.
How would I noe how to send email to them....
didnt receive oso no nid to b so fierce mah...
think everybody like u ah...
hopefully de application for the video shooting in sch lib will b
success.
if not, then muz try to think of de new location dat actually is in our mind ald.
actually my fault oso..
i shouldnt think too much while emailing them ytd..
i thought muz got format or stuff like dat..
who noes no nid ah....
so frustrated and piss off now.
but muz control my emotion now..
going to shoot video now...
haha...
who cares of her!

Hey, friends! last week was also my interesting week. I got back my SAS Ame on last monday. I got 40%. I dunno whether shld happy or vice versa. I failed for this assignment but 40 is not dat bad coz most of my classmates didnt do well either. Thk God for this was only one of my assignments. TOC is quite good enough s he brought down de marks only for 20% instead of 40% for de whole sem. Coming up next was kay's class. Nowadays, i really enjoy attending her class. She's not dat fierce lk last time. she made de whole class happy n relax lk nobody business wif addition of a few "jokers" in my class. Jokers, u noe who r u la, ha.....

Then coming up was kenneth's class which fall on thur. I think this was my 1st or 2nd time reaching earlier then him. We will often late for his class even juz 5 mins. we learned of de types of lights, colours, abit of formulas on hw to calculate de lighting units, etc.... We also went to National Sg Museum too.. I enjoyed de environment there. it's juz so cosy n nice except for de stupid entrance auto gate (i dunno de actual name=D) dat hits me out of de sudden. i got a shock n abit pain. Don worry, de pain juz stay for awhile. I'm ok ald.. I think shock was greater then de pain lor.. haha... there's a little boy dat i admire most. He was lost in de museum, he didnt cry at all. he called "mummy; mummy" repeatingly in there. He was so cool lo. but we r quite upset to his mum for leaving her son alone. wat if he is not a brave boy? then i sw him sitting on de floor taking down notes, i think is about de info of de exhibitions... WOW! Good job, boy! Actually we didnt really have de mood to go museum coz we were rushing out our dance presentations. we were lk asking, is it over? very nervous n anxious about de presentations s we not yet really prepared for it. But thk God, coz we manage to present it n teresa appraised us for dat..(=

then after de presentation, she gave us back our test papers. I got 56% for dat. Thk God! nothing special for ms chan's class. then on fri, PoM.. I still very scared of de assignment 2 (case study).. really muz pray dat God will give me a spontaneous n creative thinking skill. It's very tough for me! then here come de video shooting! yeah! but... sad to say dat our video shooting didnt went on smoothly. At 1st, we were getting hard time to buy mini dv tape, but thk God, we managed to bought one. then, we cant use de sch lib s one of our story location coz we didnt apply a day earlier. Thk God, dat i asked. if not...... then, we have to wait for one of my grp mates. she was very late.. then when she came, we try to shoot but wif lots of "NGs".. so we cant shoot de video successfully. I think I shld say, we didnt shoot any video scenes on dat day.. but thk God, matthew let us reshoot again this fri.. haha.... i always think dat, my grp always face lots of prob during de process of discussion n even during de actual presentations or something lk dat... well, wat to do? all of us r from diff class, diff dept.. matthew shld consider this oso.. but he is really kind enough to us. This is our final assignment n last chance to get good grades for tis module..

then, on sat.. I was late for class.. coz i was watching drama b4 dat after i finished writing de IP Talk report. So, i have this privillege to walk wif crystal again to sch.. s she also late for class. this week is majitha n me presentation day..scary sia.. dunno anything about de midieval theatre lo.. not prepare at all yet..muz get this for good grade lo... coz i fail for both my quiz so if i fail for this one oso, then, I'm finished!

So, this week, I going to b very busy n really hope dat everything can go well.. o ya.. I still got SAS Ame's presentation regarding to de MICA n kay's essay writing for de visual art painting. Muz rmbr! :(