When is Friday going to come? I think before Friday comes, I'm half dead already. It's just another 4 more days to go! Jiayou! After that, I'll be free from this BA monster. Have been haunted for the past one year.. I like the module itself, but not the assignments and thesis. They can really make an energetic person to become a weak and always in low batt status person. So tired!

He's going to meet us at 9am tmr morning but I now only in chapter what... haiz.. I cant tell him not to meet rite? Why must meet him early in de morning? I DON'T WANT! but... no choice :(

Strategic Mgt is not done yet. This is worse! Not even 20% of the work is done.. Frankly speaking, I haven't start anything yet.. O no! Got to hand in on the 10th or 11th.. How? PLS SAVE ME! I can't take it anymore. LORD, PLEASE HELP ME! I WANT MY FRIDAY!!!

Okay.. I have one solution:

7 & 8 May - Thesis
8& 9 May - SM
10 May - Submission & Viva voce -.-'

All the best!

Before Christmas?!

Before Christmas???

Very challenging sia..
I can try but need time to balance up between my education, piano practice and ministries..
Kind of hard, SERIOUSLY!

Well, it's also for my own good. I do appreciate you for being so kind and concern.
I'll try to do asap..

Pls be patient with me. Dont angry with me ya. Chill! Sit back and relax abit. Good for your health..

I'm trying, k? Just give me more time. I need lots of time to digest..

Thanks. Cheers! :)

Shall I?
Should I?
May I?
Can I?

Feel like telling her, dunno whether she agrees with it or not..
What if she doesnt agree?
What am I going to do?
Will I be able to cope and balance it?

???

I WANT HOLIDAY!

I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!

Dont feel like doing case study already. Now I think of it, i feel like vomit.. Stress sia!

Dont feel like doing anything but to go vacation. But cannot.. got class and tonne of assignments
awaiting me.. :'(

And can I dont perform? I scared la.. I scared I cant play perfectly during that day.. Then they will dissappointed and me.. embarassing!

Feel like gg to the sea for a loud scream so scream away all my stress... I really can't take it already :'(

Shall I?

Shall I?
Stopped for 7 yrs ald leh..
Am I able to do it?
Theory ok la.. but Practical leh?
Or shall I go for theory exam 1st?
Practical, wait till next yr June?

She's good at words that really aspire me to take exam without hesitation. But am I able to do it?
If this time I fail, which means I have to retake and choose new pieces for exam leh.. How huh?
What am I suppose to do which is de best for me now?
GOD................. HELP ME!
PLSSSSSS........................................ Tell me what to do.........................

Seems like I am extra here :(

My latest diary

I am super tired and sleepy now.. When can I really take a break? Dont feel like graduate but this kind of life is juz torturing me.. Lack of sleep and muz tolerate other ppl's styles and characters. Has been busy for these few months.. I can be an owl now.. no sleeping overnight. Somehow missed my bed, pillow, blanket and "Bennie Bear" very much..

Got to rush assignments like nobody business.. Boi Ta Han! Quite stress and tiring experiences.. Have to start to find a suitable company to work part time as I am waiting the degree intake dunno when.. Finding a suitable room to stay in sg as well..Juz couldnt understand how is it de person so autocratic till everyone has to give in to her.. Is face so important that can ignore the person who is really in needs?

Ltr gg to meet them.. Dunno what to say and react.. Hope everything goes smoothly ltr..
Hope to see the place before any actions started..

To God Be The Glory!

To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!
With His blood, He has saved me,
By His power, He has raised me;
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!

Come Home Running

chorus:
So come home running,
His arms are opened wide;
His name is Jesus, He understands,
He has the answers, you are looking for;
So come home running, Just as you are!

Mujizat Itu Nyata!

Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

v1:
Tak terbatas, kuasaMu Tuhan,
Semua dapat Kau lakukan;
Apa yang kelihatan mustahil bagiku,
Itu sangat mungkin bagiMu.

chorus:
Di saatku, tak berdaya,
KuasaMu yang sempurna;
Ketika ku percaya, mujizat itu nyata,
Bukan krana kekuatan,
Namun rohMu ya Tuhan!
Ketika ku berdoa, mujizat itu nyata!

v1:
Zhu Ni Neng Li He Qi De Wei Da,
Zai Ni Ye Mei You Reng He Xian Zhi;
Sui Ran Wo Kan Dao De Shi, Bu Ke Neng De Xian Shi,
Zai Ni Que Mei You Nan Cheng De Shi.

chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Ruan Ruo Wu Zhu,
Ni Neng Li Xian De Wan Quan;
Wo Yao Quan Xin De Xiang Xin,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi;
Bu Shi Zi Ji, Yi Kao Shi Li,
Nai Shi Yi Kao Ni De Ling;
Wo Xiang Ni Quan Xin Qi Dao,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

Ai Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian!

v1:
Wo Ke Yi Yong You Quan Shi Jie, Que Mei You Ai,
Wo Ke Yi Ming Bai Suo You Shi, Que Hai Shi Kong Bai;
Wo Ke Yi Yong Xin Xin Yi Shan, Que Hai Shi Gu Dan,
Zhe Shi Jie Mei You Liao Ai, Yi Qie Reng Shi Hei Bai.

pre-chorus:
Bu Yao Mai Chang Zai Xin Li, Ba Ai Shuo Chu Lai,
Bu Yao Muo Muo Zai Yi Pang, Ba Ai Huo Chu Lai.

chorus:
O.. Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Bu Pa Bei Shang Hai, Ba Ling Hun Suo Qi Lai;
Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Cong Tian Fu Lai Di Ai;
Ba Ju Pai Nuo Kai,
Fa Xian Xing Fu Zai Zhuan Jiao Yu Ni Xiang Yu;
Yi Shun Jian, Zhe Shi Jie Bian De Hao Mei!

Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng

v1:
Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng, Quan Neng Di Shang Di,
Zhu Ah Wo Jing Pai Ni;
Yi Qie Ta Dou Neng, Wan Shi Dou Ke Neng,
Yi Zhou Wan Wu Zu Zai.

pre-chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Mei You Neng Li,
Mei You Ren Wo Ke Xun Mi;
Ni Di Ai Shi Wo Jian Gu,
Ni Di Ming Gei Wo Gui Shu;

chorus:
Ye He Hua Quan Neng Zhu..
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu,
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu;
Zhe Shi!

What A Mighty God We Serve!

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
The angels bow before Him,
Heaven and earth adore Him;
What a mighty God we serve!

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve!

Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!

I'm So Glad!

I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me;
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me;
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

Get out of it!

I felt terrible now!
Too many stuffs to do!
I just feel like going to a place whereby it's peaceful with no stress and no assignments, tests and exams!
I just wanna get out of these things! I hate it!!!

I lost my coins today.. haiz... blame on my careless... Issh..........
Forget it! Heck care!

Going to cont. with HRM assignment. O....!! Help me, pls! =(

signing off...

1st Week of Sch Ended!

Yo!
Long long time never write ald...
O ya.. As u see de title of today's blog is about de 1st week of sch has ended ytd.. yoohoo!
Quite ok.. not bad!

Will update tonite..

Gtg.. tata... =p

Sayonara Ab Initio!

Hey there,

1st of all, I would like to officially say sayonara to abinitio.. I'll always rmbr de sweat, sweet memories, laughter, brainstorming session dat we have for about a week..
From a total stranger.. now became friend.. not bad! not bad! hehe =p

Today also, I hurted my finger while transfering de pedestals onto de trolley.. It's super heavy lo... My classmate nvr realise my finger still down at de pedestal's lowest end then when he put down de pedestal, I shouted "Ouch!" It's really painful and started to bleed.. Anyway, I do enjoy de whole process of installing all de exhibition's backgrnd, displaying de artworks, opening ceremony, tear down, etc... Thanks DAT yr 3 seniors! U gals are really fantastic and well done!
I'll nvr forget about u gals..

Now, I really in holiday season.. Getting ready myself for jiuan and fu yau's wedding.. Many things to think and plan of.. Doing tmr.. haha.... Juz one day.. shld b enough bah... hehe =p
After their wedding, then muz get prepare for teenz camp.. Muz really seek God and fast and pray ald... Thanks guys for helping me to pack de camp's stuffs. U guys are really fantastic and wonderful. God bless u abundantly! =D

After dat, then I'm totally free till sch reopen.. haha... then I can really take a good rest.. Too bad cant join my form 6's classmates for de gathering.. haiz... Nvm.. next time then! Sorry guys! =(

Going to sleep now.. Super duper tired now... Battery flat, need to recharge now. Nitez and sweet dream! =D

signing off...

UPDATESsssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey there,

It has been 3 mths plus dat I nvr update myself in blog..
Coz de past 2 mths, I was so stress and no time for blogging..
I even gave up on my fb games.. It's totally off... Till recently, i came baq to fb games when I started my holiday... haha...

I still have an exhibition project to run.. But tmr is de tear down ald.. Yeah! Finally can really on holiday mood ald..

Ab Initio!
I really learned alot from all of de DAT yr 3 seniors.. Each one of them.. 17 of them..
I really admired them..
I guess I get along wif them very well.. haha.... They looked fierce and unfriendly but actually they were very kind and friendly.. Kept saying thank you to us and treated us meals and drinks..
Abit paiseh lo... haha... hehe =p I even played games wif them such as happy family and old maid game card and truth or dare game during de exhibition when there was no audiences or viewers.. haha.... Very fun!

I recently got baq my result for de yr 2, sem2.. I think I'm de last psn who noes our results coz my lappy cant check for de student self-help webpage so I got to use my sch's lib or somebody else's comp or lappy to check.. I was so curious but scared of my own result when it seems like de whole class was telling me of their result.. I tell u.. when I heard of their results, my heart almost came out.. I was super anxious and afraid.. Well, dat's me! I'm not afraid of exams but I'm super afraid of results.. I almost cant breath properly..

This time, I received my result slip in a very diff way.. Instead of my dad read out for me, I got it myself through online.. Usually I would see for de grades 1st but this time, I saw de gpa instead..
I was so shocked of my result..

I got 1A, 3B, 2C, 2D gpa: 2.55
This was my best result ever since I got into nafa..
my gpas were 2.52; 2.53; 2.16; 2.55
I'm super happy now!!! hahaha..............
I checked of de slip for several times.. I kept checking whether is it my result slip..
I got A for business finance... I was like...... is it true? serious ah??? Coz I was blank off during de final exam.. Totally dunno how to do... I even super emo for dat.. Almost cry... But I got A... hmm..... I knew it's God who helped me.. Therefore, after all de doubts juz now, I began to thank God... seriously... Kept repeating saying thank you; thank you........ to God.. All glory to God!

Today, my mum and me have settled of our inner feelings and spiritual stuffs once and for all.. Thank God for revealing many past incidents to us.. Hopefully one day, I would do de same wif my dad.. I had a new cut of my hair today... Felt lighter and happy of my new hairstyle.. Actually din really change much.. haha.... Juz cut abit shorter and... u will noe when u see... not obvious so muz check properly ya.. haha... if u got chance to see me... hehe... =p

Tmr got to wake up early... Got to sleep now.. Thanks for ur patient of reading this.. U have been a great reader.. Keep it up de great job! haha.... Juz kidding! =D

Dat's all! More to come next time.. The End!
signing off...

EMO!

I'm so emo now..
very frustrated, stress, feel like screaming..... Aaaaa............................!
Busying doing work now.. revising finance 1st since tmr got class for dat..
then muz do SEA ppt ald.. RESEARCH! RESEARCH! RESEARCH! Nothing else..
haiz... sianzzz....

Aaaaaaa.............................
EMO!

23 - 2- 2010

Today reached jb custom at 1050am..
Was worried dat I'll b late so took bugis bus to sch.. thank God got bus today.. very smooth...
Reached sch at 12 pm sharp.. haha... Phew!
toc was in our class to observe us.. De class was super quiet and mr han was quite nervous.. Oops! haha....

Went to sch lib to borrow SEA reference books... I borrowed two books.. I think one of them is not relevant to my presentation... haiz... happy for nothing...

Suppose to meet up wif vivian but last min cant make it.. nvm la.. next week bah.. hehe... It's ok, vivian... no worries ya..

Doing assignment now.. not free.. Nothing much today..

signing off... =)