Sick during CNY!

Argghhh......
Am sick again..
So sian..
There goes my cny mood.. haiz...
Thank God no asthma..
Now muz study, do assignment ald..
Was having nap for 4 hours juz now..
So now, energy got arnd 80%
Coz took my medicine not long ago..
Somehow feel abit tired.. haha....
Suppose to go sg wif mum yesterday but too bad.. I was too ill to get up from my bed.. (sorry mum)
Today went to see doc.. He said I must rest at home... Try not to go out.. Starting sch on thursday so muz b good gal and listen to doc lo..
Feeling better now but still feel horrible when I coughed and flu.. Feel like taking out my throat and nose, clear all de unwanted stuffs then put them baq.. So irritating.. hahaha...... Juz kidding! (as if I could do dat) =p

Hoping to eat cny cookies again.. Now can only drink 100 plus..

Thank God

Thank God for internet connector function smoothly..
Thank God for reunion dinner wif my beloved family members.. really enjoy it!
Thank God for yummy foods.. cant finish eventually coz too much of delicious foods..
Thank God for bringing us to sam today..
Thank God for everything!!! =D

It's me

Hey, It's me..
I'm having my break time now after having two classes juz now..
I'm now using my sch comp lab's pc... coz my own internet connector has been suspended but still waiting for it to reconnect... So cant access internet for a few days ald..

Later got one more class to go..
But de fun is...
We can all go to sam instead of staying baq to sch and sitting inside de classroom listening and fall asleep in class during de lecture time.. haha....
Glad dat today is field trip to museum..

Later going baq jb wif my dad to eat reunion dinner for cny.. Yay!

I finally 90% well of my sickness.. I got sore throat and cough for a few days ald.. Finally got well now..
which mean I can start to eat cny cookies.. haha...... waited for so long ald.. Wonder what my mum is going to cook at nite.. Muz b very yummy! yay!

Dat's all for now.. Time to meet crystal to go sam now.. haha..

signing off ... =)

DONE!

YAY!
I FINALLY done wif my ocs assignment 1 ald..
Yes!
haha...
Super happy now!

Okok...
Relax!

Still got other assignments to do.. Will start on Monday bah..
Not free from now till Sunday nite..

signing off...

97% Done! haha =D

yay!
I finally done wif ocs assignment 1 after all de struggling wif laziness, tiredness and moody mood.. But I still left with de conclusion..
Dunno wat to write..
haiz...
So thank God dat at least He gave me mood to do today although I was quite ill juz now..
Now feeling better =)
Tmr morning.. die die oso muz think of a conclusion to write..
Monday due date ald lo...
Wont b free from tmr afternoon till sunday nite..
So ahem! ahem! Better finish by tmr morning lo..

So happy now!
Going to sleep now since still not feeling well now..

signing off...

Today's Blog

Was having a nice chat wif crystal, shalini, asyraf and melvin.
Complaint about lecturers..
Dunno wat to comment... haiz... juz abit dissappointed wif mr han and those who talked back to him on tue..
I began to feel the challenges from finance ald.. especially de table method.. kind of confusing lo...
Nvr come out for exams but come out for assignments.. haiz...
But de excel method seemed to be quite interesting leh...
haha....
De calculator method still can la...
As for de curatorial exercise for today, dunno why... felt stress juz now.. brain not working completely...
Still got other assignments to do.. not done yet...
but dont worry ya.. I'm still surviving and coping quite well..
haha....


signing off... =D

Today was a very tiring day for me!
Woke up at 5.20am..
Reached custom at 6.50am..
Waited at sg custom for bugis bus for 30 mins..
Rained very heavy..
De duration from sg custom to queen street took arnd 45 mins due to de traffic jam..
Reached sch at 9.10am..
Lated for 10 mins..

But was surprised dat I was de 4th person who enter into my class wif de lecturer already there..
Most of us were late for class..
Was late for fashion forecast class too..
It's because our hist of southeast asian art class ended late..
Late for 15 mins..

Both two modules's lecturers were very kind and friendly..
Really enjoy it!

But as for de fashion forecast class, I was quite blur of de assignments and content of de module..
Mayb due to dat I was late for class, sat quite back row, cant see de ppt properly due to de wordings too small, there's 75 students in de class, ...

Reached jb at 2.35pm..
Went to banks and jusco wif my mum and tong tong..
My mind was all thinking about assignments, homework.. so restless..
Super tired..

Nvr go to tf today..
Next week muz go la..
Thinking of de assignment interview..
Still dunno wat to ask.. haiz... God, pls help me!

Super tired now..
Muz do my fashion forecast research 1st.. Muz send to team mate by sunday, 7pm..
After dat, muz get prepare for de interview questions.. but if no interview, then how to write de essay? Abit confuse now..
Suddenly felt dat time is not enough for me! Still got so many things to do! haiz... Try to do as much as possible lo.. no choice... )=

Hopefully this sem will b different from last sem.. lessen de last min works.. haha.... dat's why muz get started now before it's too late! One credit costs $162.50.. So expensive lo...

Ok.. I better start my work now.. Signing off =)

Survival

Phew!
I'm still surviving from business finance..
Still in de basic stage..
Still managable.. haha........ Thank God

Monday blue!

yo!
Today is monday again..
As usual, I was squeezing in de crowded custom again. Especially on monday..
I reached custom at 7am.. too crowded and de worst thing was my stomach was upset.. need to go toilet terribly..
But if i would to go.. for sure i'll b late for class.. 100% confirm one.. haha...
true enough.. I reached to sch at 8.5oam.. phew! my class started at 9am lo..
Thank God.. I still got 10 mins to rush to de toilet.. haha........

As usual.. it was AS class again.. He's weird today lo... super duper weird.. mayb was last week.. i dunno... He used his "secret weapon" again.. If not paying attention in his class, he'll inform toc.. He likes to stress us wif toc.. haiz... He's de one who said can do anything we want in de class only wif one condition.. do not disturb de class.. today, my classmate was reading magazine in class.. then he scolded her and warned her not to repeat it if not he's going to confiscate de magazine and inform toc.. haiz... he even check on de notes dat we suppose to print out lo.. he's not keeping de promise lo... so sian..

In de class... everyone was super quiet... no one would bother to make any noise.. I think supposingly if there's a needle accidentally drop on de floor, we could hear de sound of de needle lo.. totally no sound at all. me and my friend were talking but without any sound.. very weird leh.. haiz...

After his class, we went to ah mei for lunch.. had dan dan noodle.. then we had ice-cream too..
After that, we got CT's class.. Dunno why.. mayb i had my lunch.. too full.. felt super sleepy lo.. de 1st hour, i was ok.. then after dat, i felt so sleepy.. then she gave us 15mins break.. after dat, i was super awake lo.. haha... thank God..

We had SYT's class immediately after CT's class.. bought cappucino from de vending machine.. Was awake while she discuss about de asssignment's requirements.. then she continued de lecture again.. Here I go again.. Again felt sleepy.. but not dat bad coz we left 50 mins for lecture..

Tmr would b HWT's class.. "contract law".. looking forward.. hehe....

signing off.. =D

4th day of school life!

Hey, there!
Today was my 4th day of classes..
Was tired this morning.. woke up early..
Still de same, stuck in de custom as it's crowded wif ppl..
Reached sch at 8.25am.. class started at 9am.. haiz.. so early..

1st of all,
It's AS class again.. He taught us business finance this time..
He's abit more serious than monday indeed.. mayb was because de class size was big.. VA + PA
He warned us to pay full attention and do assignments, project and final exam properly in order to pass this paper..
Super worried about this module after hearing de experiences of our senior and warning from AS..
It's all maths.. I'm weak in maths lo... haiz... muz use scientific calculator somemore.. haiz....
Going to study hard and trust God for this module..

Had 2 breaks juz now.. One after de business finance lecture class, b4 de tutorial class. Another one, b4 de curatorial class.. Was chatting wif shalini, crystal and asyraf in de sch lib to wait for de next lesson which was STY's class at 3pm..
Took pics wif my fellow classmates in de classroom b4 de business finance tutorial class began..

Then, we had our curatorial studies class by STY..
I think this module is more interesting than museum studies 2..
I could pay attention in de class juz now.. 90% awake juz now.. not bad ald lo..
Half of de class almost fallen asleep lo..

I think I found a way to prevent myself of being so tired and fall asleep in class.. It was not to eat heavy food during lunch time.. juz grab something light to eat.. And... drink coffee during de class..
I drank nescafe juz now.. Therefore, I stayed awake almost de whole lecture..
Almost fallen asleep inside de mrt and bus during de way baq to jb.. Was super tired.. Cant take it anymore.. Thank God dat I managed to get out of de train on time.. =D

New Sem Evaluation

Today was my 2nd day of new sem..
Still enjoying myself wif new modules.. haha.......

1stly, yesterday.....
1st day of sch.. woke up super early to squeezed in de crowded custom.. reached sch super early.. haiz..

AS was so funny. He changed alot..
Last time he was so fierce and will confiscated ppl's hp whenever got ppl used it during his class
But this time, he even said we can use our hp to play games and sms during his class but wif one condition.. do not disturb de class..
It's kind of weird lo..
How come he changed so much?
He simply talked all crap..
But mayb was because my class' size was small and super quiet so he cant find fault wif us.. he tried to b friend wif all of us..
He taught us organisational communication skills..
Okok... Let's try this..
On thur, he'll b teaching us another module (business finance) wif PA class.
Let's see whether he still behave like dat..

As for CT, I think she's de youngest lecturer dat I've ever met. Dunno how old is she.. I guess she most probably 20++
She's so different from KK
She taught us History of Asian Art..
Still observing her.. hehe......

Next, STY..
She taught us Museum Studies 2..
She's kind enough to explain to us why she gave us such a very low mark for last sem (Museum Studies 1)..
Now I know my mistakes..
I'll try not to repeat it.. Hopefully..
She gave us so called "weekly assignment" to helped us up for our exhibition proposal (final assignment)... Thanks to her.. hehe.....
On thur, she'll teach us another module, curatorial studies.. I wonder what's de module all about..

2ndly, today.....
It's HWT...
He taught us contract law..
Actually I was excited for this module, but too bad.. I was so dissappointed..
He was so distracted by his incoming calls and sms..
One of a PA students was so angry wif de whole class for being like wet market.. so noisy.. until de lecturer waited for us to b quiet.. He shouted at de class.. thanks to him dat de class suddenly became completely silent and listened to de lecturer's lecture..

Then after class, crystal, shalini, asyraf and me went to eat McD at peace centre..
then it rained heavily.. walked wif crystal towards de mrt station wif almost all wet..
What a nice experience!

That's all for now.. tmr no class.. so everything muz wait till thur b4 I could update more about my sch life..

Signing off =)

Challenges vs Faith

Challenges vs Faith!!!

I felt myself living in an insecured sheltered place where there will be something wrong to happened at de next second. I dunno how to stated here but juz felt no security at all. It became my nightmare since then.

There's been challenges in my life recently. I felt myself being like a prison police officer dat always there to look after my house by making sure that all doors and gates are well locked. So dat no one will suddenly go dissappear.

It really affected my lifestyle tremendously. I'm going baq to sch next week.. Dunno how.. got to leave my mum alone at home wif a five yrs old little gal. I'm worried about them lo.. There were like two tiny bombs in my house. They can juz explode without any warning at anywhere and anytime.

Yesterday there was de worst incident dat happened in my house. Argh! Forget it! Dont feel like talking about it now.. sigh

I know I cant continue to be like this. Dat's why I need to put my trust in God. Faith is believing in the things dat we cant see to be done. I must believe and have faith in God dat He controls and He reigns de whole situation.

I know He will lead us through in these difficulties. Thank God!

Preparing myself to face the new challenges in my studies. Starting sch next monday.. haha........ Finally! Can talk and hanging out wif my friends after class again. How nice.. After holiday for 2months.. haha...... Finally!


Cheerz =P

How Can It Be?

How can it be?(sob)

Who is de one who said since now is holiday, juz teach them more?
Who is de one who said 1 1/2 hours of tuition a day not enough?
Who is de one who said each day must tuition at least 3 hours?
Who is de one who said dont let them watch too much of tv programmes and play ps or whatsoever?

It's all their aunts and mum said..
But now put all de blames on my mum and me... (Argh......)
But actually it's not their aunts and mum's fault. They did dat was for their own good juz dat these two kids didnt understand it.

They dont wish to understand it.. Dat's de problem la.. Dat time.. it's de older bro who strongly disagreed dat de tuition extended for at least 3 hours.. De younger one agreed wif it and happily accepted..
But it's de younger bro now who said and cried for dying to go home terribly..
Whatever.. their mum is reaching soon..

Let's see what thier mum will say.. I'm so irritating wif them.. Fine! I'm not teaching them tuition.

Okok... enough about them.. made me feel so down now..
There's two songs I suddenly think of to calm myself.. God, help me to forgive them.. Thank God! =D

Song's Name: With All I Am

V1
Into Your hand, I commit again
With all I am for You, Lord
You hold my world, in the palm of Your hand
And I am Your's
Forever

Chorus
Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're de reason that I live, the reason that I sing
With all I am

V2
I'll walk wif You, wherever You go
Through tears and joy, I'll trust in You
And I will live, in all of Your ways, Your promises,
Forever

Bridge
I will worship
I will worship You (Repeat)

Song's Name: We Give Thanks

Chorus
We give thanks
We give praise
For we know that all things work together for our good
We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith, we know Your grace will see us through

Reunion!

Went to red box and f cube today wif hyma, melissa and joanne..
Was happy.. Long time nvr being crazy like today..
Met wif aqila and sama oso..
Long time nvr meet up, everyone became prettier now..
Almost cant recognise ald..
Sang for 4 hours and play board games for 2 hours.. Cool!

I think de red box ppl will be very fed up wif us..
They'll b wondering, "why these 4 gals made de place a mess?"
haha... not purposely de la..
Accidentally broke their glass and made de place so wet..
At first, joanne then hyma..
but as for hyma's de glass was not broken.. phew! Thank God!

Tmr will be going to sg wif them.. haha.... so excited.. going to orchard..
Should b super crowd tmr..
Dont care.. most importantly is be happy and feel de atmosphere of christmas..

Signing off.. =)

Happy Now!

yoyo!
Yesterday, I went to see one of de sg celebrity, Moses Lim in jb. His life testimony was very amazing and interesting. Finally got to see him in person instead of through tv programmes.
Was glad that I was there. hehe =)

Finally got well now. Can eat whatever I want. So happy.. Will be busy wif activities these few days. Finally can enjoy now! haha =D

Still waiting for de new class schedule to be out..

Signing off...

Long Updates about me!

Hey, there!
Was sick for 3 weeks..
Sad sia! Cant eat my favourite foods.. haiz....
Today's blog might be super long lo..

1st..
1 week before I went to Cambodia, I fall sick.. I went to see doc so dat i could get well asap..
Then de doc was super cute lo.. She was afraid to give me any medicine coz i was allergy wif panadol.. She said this medicine i cant consume.. dat one i cant consume.. so sian lo... I was like open my mouth big big lo... (shocked).. Then I felt a little better and there I went to Cambodia happily but still sick.

2nd..
I felt terrible when I reached Cambodia. Was too sick.. Cant talk properly.. Kept on coughing non stop.. No more voice. Was tempted to eat de duck egg wif de little duck inside but cant eat.. Coz i was feeling so terrible dat if I was to eat it, I could definitely vomit it out... Wat to do? No choice lo! But got a chance to eat spider's leg, water lily's seed, super sweet pineapple, etc..
I was happy in Cambodia.. I enjoy it very very much.. Can serve together wif my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. Was assistant leader and treasurer at dat time.. Was super stress then. coz dunno how to calculate de rating of khmer real and usd. Thank God dat I had many mobilise calculator (helpers) helping me.. haha... Thx guyz!
Got a chance to ride on de pony and ox.. watched de sunset.. went to de cultural tour.. ride on motorbikes and tuk-tuk (taxi) and so on...
Was touched by de blind man family.. Thought of helping him up to fix his roof and house but cant coz it will take de whole day of doing dat.. We still need to teach English in one of de school later. So we cant.. Abit sad and dissappointed lo.. But I thank God for de pastors there for willing to be there to help him up.
We got a chance to visit the museum there too! I was excited although I already visited de museum four yrs ago. Know their history better..
Then we played de angel and mortal game.. Mayb my group only have 8 person so all of us seemed to be expert that we actually can guess who is who quite easily.. I like this team very very much. Muack!

3rd..
Then I came back to Malaysia through Singapore from Cambodia.. Went to eat de Popeye Fastfood Restaurant at Changi Airport. Mayb bcoz of I was not feeling well.. I had no appetite to eat at all.. I cant finish my food.. For those who noes me.. will noe how much will be my appetite.. u will be surprise especially fastfood.. haha..
I went to see doc de next day.. I cant take it anymore.. Felt so terrible.. Then de doc afraid I have tibi ( touchwood!) Then I went for blood test and x-ray scan.. Thank God.. everything is ok.. Juz dat I kena asthma.. no wonder I cant breathe properly well due to de dust.. haha..

4th..
Yesterday we had guests from sg so we went to eat dinner tgt at one of de restaurant.. They ordered curry fish head lo.. I cant eat.. so sad! But mayb my face looked like bitter gourd so my mum gave me one slice of fish without de curry gravy.. However, I was thankful to her then.. haha...

5th..
From today onwards.. I'll be a tuition teacher in my house.. I'll be teaching malay language in de meanwhile.. It's f-o-c though.. But i'm fine of it.. Since I'm kind of free nowadays..
Muz really revise my malay coz lost in touch wif it since I study in sg.. haha... good training for me.. hehe..

Dat's all for now.. Muz eat lunch now.. Signing off..

byebye =)

GAP Food Fair Week 1

hihi....
Today was our gap food fair. Responses were very good. Thank God!
Was raining suddenly but when everybody in de games dept trying to rush to their place to save de fishes and other stuffs, de rain stopped immediately. phew!

My group was in charge of two stalls such as bubble tea stall and sugar cane stall.
De bubble tea was in hot sale today.. Very soon, all sold out. As for de sugar cane, coz dat uncle
not feeling well, most probably leg ache so he didnt managed to do sugar cane, he did ribena and suan mei (plum) juice instead. Quite nice.. hehe.........

As for de poor chrysenthemum + ginseng tea, still left over alot.. haiyo! wasted..
but nvr mind.. most probably de pkc team will finish it. haha.... thx guyz! =)

Next week will be another round of food fair. Looking forward to it. All Glory to God!

Point of view

This week would be de 5th week of my acedemic yr 2, sem 1, term 2. (I suppose)
Wat can I say about this? one word... 'STRESS'
Now everything muz brush up.. assignments + homeworks + tests + exams ~~~
(essay, essay and essay!)

Was rather upset these few days.. Coz of de proposal. Although we have come wif a conclusion and idea but it muz got approval from him.. It's quite tough to please him now.. If this time we didnt come out wif de ideal proposal, our class will be finished! Muz see him next year for de same module.

My other modules muz buck up too.. especially AOA module.. I got E (almost fail) for my term 1 essay. I was upset then.. Now die die oso muz get 30/50 only can pass. and dat would be only a "D". This is not I want to get..

I am now starting to admire myself for being able to do multi-tasks. Can do assignment at de same time playing cafe world and farmville.. haha........... Mayb too stress bah.. got to release it b4 it got worse.. hehe........

signing off =)

New experience!

Last friday, I went to crystal's house. Frankly speaking, this was my 1st time of going to my friend's house in sg. Really enjoy myself there watching hong kong drama. Such a wonderful experience. Welcome back Michelle.. Hope to catch up wif u soon.. hehe :)

Nothing much to say now..

Signing off now.. =)

Year 2, Term 2 Started!

Well.....
Dunno y ever since de term 2 started, I was so emo until I cant control it. There's also frustrations, pissed off within it. Of coz there are happy moments too..

Monday:
- No class coz celebrated Hari Raya for all my muslim friends. Too bad i only got 1 day off
excluding de weekend.

Tuesday:
- Got baq my term 1 essay for de aesthetic of art. I failed de essay. so sad.... got lots comments
from my lecturer. haiz.....
- Then, i got baq my peranakan museum essay too.. Not bad.. still acceptable.. next tue got a
very mini presentation for de museum studies..
- Super pissed off with my buddy. Zzz.......

Wednesday:
- got baq my sas music website research essay. Not bad.. not bad... got improvement.thk God.
hehe... Then managed to study abit of poa in sch lib until 7pm. Go home n continue wif poa and
chatting in fb.. haha....

Thursday:
- got up early to rush to sch.. Coz got poa test mah.. cannot play play u noe.. 5 credits leh.. Then
rain somemore.. Arggh.... Can balance everything but no guarantee whether correct or wrong..
haiz..... shld b better than de 1st test bah.... Tmr no poa but he is kind enough to give us a
chunk of accounting questions as homework as usual.. ha!
- Then, after de poa test, got presentation of the exhibition proposal. It was my 1st time
seeing him really angry and dissappointed at us.. He yelled at us.. well, dat's normal if someone
feel like dat. Thks to him dat we can redo as in edit our proposals into a better one to get a
better grades of dat module. He gave another chance to us.. haha.. He's so kind.. He's super
angry wif us but he's quick to forgive us..
We did enjoy de lecture after de presentation done especially he would tell jokes whereby
some r lame jokes. haha.......
- Then, it was marketing class. He suddenly changed his mind to give us a test today instead of
tmr.. We were all shocked.. (refers to VA). But this test is very special n I enjoyed de process
very very much. Unlike poa, so stress up! haiz.....

But I want to clarify one thing.. I dunno y starting of de new term, I faced many setbacks be it in studies or relationship but I don blame anyone. Especially in my studies, I never ever blame my lecturers for being harsh to me.. I accepted it with a broader mind. It's indeed my mistakes. haha....

Alright! I noe today my blog looked more like a daily diary but it's all my feelings and experiences. And I think this way can help me better to write.Some kind of guidelines la..

Dat's all from my super long posting.. What do u expect? 4 days experiences leh.. hehe


Signing off... =)