I WANT HOLIDAY!

I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!

Dont feel like doing case study already. Now I think of it, i feel like vomit.. Stress sia!

Dont feel like doing anything but to go vacation. But cannot.. got class and tonne of assignments
awaiting me.. :'(

And can I dont perform? I scared la.. I scared I cant play perfectly during that day.. Then they will dissappointed and me.. embarassing!

Feel like gg to the sea for a loud scream so scream away all my stress... I really can't take it already :'(

Shall I?

Shall I?
Stopped for 7 yrs ald leh..
Am I able to do it?
Theory ok la.. but Practical leh?
Or shall I go for theory exam 1st?
Practical, wait till next yr June?

She's good at words that really aspire me to take exam without hesitation. But am I able to do it?
If this time I fail, which means I have to retake and choose new pieces for exam leh.. How huh?
What am I suppose to do which is de best for me now?
GOD................. HELP ME!
PLSSSSSS........................................ Tell me what to do.........................

Seems like I am extra here :(

My latest diary

I am super tired and sleepy now.. When can I really take a break? Dont feel like graduate but this kind of life is juz torturing me.. Lack of sleep and muz tolerate other ppl's styles and characters. Has been busy for these few months.. I can be an owl now.. no sleeping overnight. Somehow missed my bed, pillow, blanket and "Bennie Bear" very much..

Got to rush assignments like nobody business.. Boi Ta Han! Quite stress and tiring experiences.. Have to start to find a suitable company to work part time as I am waiting the degree intake dunno when.. Finding a suitable room to stay in sg as well..Juz couldnt understand how is it de person so autocratic till everyone has to give in to her.. Is face so important that can ignore the person who is really in needs?

Ltr gg to meet them.. Dunno what to say and react.. Hope everything goes smoothly ltr..
Hope to see the place before any actions started..

To God Be The Glory!

To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!
With His blood, He has saved me,
By His power, He has raised me;
To God be the glory!
For the things He has done!

Come Home Running

chorus:
So come home running,
His arms are opened wide;
His name is Jesus, He understands,
He has the answers, you are looking for;
So come home running, Just as you are!

Mujizat Itu Nyata!

Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

v1:
Tak terbatas, kuasaMu Tuhan,
Semua dapat Kau lakukan;
Apa yang kelihatan mustahil bagiku,
Itu sangat mungkin bagiMu.

chorus:
Di saatku, tak berdaya,
KuasaMu yang sempurna;
Ketika ku percaya, mujizat itu nyata,
Bukan krana kekuatan,
Namun rohMu ya Tuhan!
Ketika ku berdoa, mujizat itu nyata!

v1:
Zhu Ni Neng Li He Qi De Wei Da,
Zai Ni Ye Mei You Reng He Xian Zhi;
Sui Ran Wo Kan Dao De Shi, Bu Ke Neng De Xian Shi,
Zai Ni Que Mei You Nan Cheng De Shi.

chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Ruan Ruo Wu Zhu,
Ni Neng Li Xian De Wan Quan;
Wo Yao Quan Xin De Xiang Xin,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi;
Bu Shi Zi Ji, Yi Kao Shi Li,
Nai Shi Yi Kao Ni De Ling;
Wo Xiang Ni Quan Xin Qi Dao,
Ni Sheng Ji Ru Ci Zhen Shi!

Ai Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian!

v1:
Wo Ke Yi Yong You Quan Shi Jie, Que Mei You Ai,
Wo Ke Yi Ming Bai Suo You Shi, Que Hai Shi Kong Bai;
Wo Ke Yi Yong Xin Xin Yi Shan, Que Hai Shi Gu Dan,
Zhe Shi Jie Mei You Liao Ai, Yi Qie Reng Shi Hei Bai.

pre-chorus:
Bu Yao Mai Chang Zai Xin Li, Ba Ai Shuo Chu Lai,
Bu Yao Muo Muo Zai Yi Pang, Ba Ai Huo Chu Lai.

chorus:
O.. Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Bu Pa Bei Shang Hai, Ba Ling Hun Suo Qi Lai;
Ai, Ke Yi Zai Geng Duo Yi Dian Dian,
Cong Tian Fu Lai Di Ai;
Ba Ju Pai Nuo Kai,
Fa Xian Xing Fu Zai Zhuan Jiao Yu Ni Xiang Yu;
Yi Shun Jian, Zhe Shi Jie Bian De Hao Mei!

Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng

v1:
Ta Ming Shi Quan Neng, Quan Neng Di Shang Di,
Zhu Ah Wo Jing Pai Ni;
Yi Qie Ta Dou Neng, Wan Shi Dou Ke Neng,
Yi Zhou Wan Wu Zu Zai.

pre-chorus:
Dang Wo Gan Dao Mei You Neng Li,
Mei You Ren Wo Ke Xun Mi;
Ni Di Ai Shi Wo Jian Gu,
Ni Di Ming Gei Wo Gui Shu;

chorus:
Ye He Hua Quan Neng Zhu..
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu,
Bi Ran Cheng Jiu;
Zhe Shi!

What A Mighty God We Serve!

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
The angels bow before Him,
Heaven and earth adore Him;
What a mighty God we serve!

What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve;
What a mighty God we serve,
What a mighty God we serve!

Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Amen!

I'm So Glad!

I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me;
I'm so glad.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me;
When I was in trouble.. Jesus lifted me,
Singing Glory Hallelujah..
Jesus lifted me!

Get out of it!

I felt terrible now!
Too many stuffs to do!
I just feel like going to a place whereby it's peaceful with no stress and no assignments, tests and exams!
I just wanna get out of these things! I hate it!!!

I lost my coins today.. haiz... blame on my careless... Issh..........
Forget it! Heck care!

Going to cont. with HRM assignment. O....!! Help me, pls! =(

signing off...

1st Week of Sch Ended!

Yo!
Long long time never write ald...
O ya.. As u see de title of today's blog is about de 1st week of sch has ended ytd.. yoohoo!
Quite ok.. not bad!

Will update tonite..

Gtg.. tata... =p

Sayonara Ab Initio!

Hey there,

1st of all, I would like to officially say sayonara to abinitio.. I'll always rmbr de sweat, sweet memories, laughter, brainstorming session dat we have for about a week..
From a total stranger.. now became friend.. not bad! not bad! hehe =p

Today also, I hurted my finger while transfering de pedestals onto de trolley.. It's super heavy lo... My classmate nvr realise my finger still down at de pedestal's lowest end then when he put down de pedestal, I shouted "Ouch!" It's really painful and started to bleed.. Anyway, I do enjoy de whole process of installing all de exhibition's backgrnd, displaying de artworks, opening ceremony, tear down, etc... Thanks DAT yr 3 seniors! U gals are really fantastic and well done!
I'll nvr forget about u gals..

Now, I really in holiday season.. Getting ready myself for jiuan and fu yau's wedding.. Many things to think and plan of.. Doing tmr.. haha.... Juz one day.. shld b enough bah... hehe =p
After their wedding, then muz get prepare for teenz camp.. Muz really seek God and fast and pray ald... Thanks guys for helping me to pack de camp's stuffs. U guys are really fantastic and wonderful. God bless u abundantly! =D

After dat, then I'm totally free till sch reopen.. haha... then I can really take a good rest.. Too bad cant join my form 6's classmates for de gathering.. haiz... Nvm.. next time then! Sorry guys! =(

Going to sleep now.. Super duper tired now... Battery flat, need to recharge now. Nitez and sweet dream! =D

signing off...

UPDATESsssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey there,

It has been 3 mths plus dat I nvr update myself in blog..
Coz de past 2 mths, I was so stress and no time for blogging..
I even gave up on my fb games.. It's totally off... Till recently, i came baq to fb games when I started my holiday... haha...

I still have an exhibition project to run.. But tmr is de tear down ald.. Yeah! Finally can really on holiday mood ald..

Ab Initio!
I really learned alot from all of de DAT yr 3 seniors.. Each one of them.. 17 of them..
I really admired them..
I guess I get along wif them very well.. haha.... They looked fierce and unfriendly but actually they were very kind and friendly.. Kept saying thank you to us and treated us meals and drinks..
Abit paiseh lo... haha... hehe =p I even played games wif them such as happy family and old maid game card and truth or dare game during de exhibition when there was no audiences or viewers.. haha.... Very fun!

I recently got baq my result for de yr 2, sem2.. I think I'm de last psn who noes our results coz my lappy cant check for de student self-help webpage so I got to use my sch's lib or somebody else's comp or lappy to check.. I was so curious but scared of my own result when it seems like de whole class was telling me of their result.. I tell u.. when I heard of their results, my heart almost came out.. I was super anxious and afraid.. Well, dat's me! I'm not afraid of exams but I'm super afraid of results.. I almost cant breath properly..

This time, I received my result slip in a very diff way.. Instead of my dad read out for me, I got it myself through online.. Usually I would see for de grades 1st but this time, I saw de gpa instead..
I was so shocked of my result..

I got 1A, 3B, 2C, 2D gpa: 2.55
This was my best result ever since I got into nafa..
my gpas were 2.52; 2.53; 2.16; 2.55
I'm super happy now!!! hahaha..............
I checked of de slip for several times.. I kept checking whether is it my result slip..
I got A for business finance... I was like...... is it true? serious ah??? Coz I was blank off during de final exam.. Totally dunno how to do... I even super emo for dat.. Almost cry... But I got A... hmm..... I knew it's God who helped me.. Therefore, after all de doubts juz now, I began to thank God... seriously... Kept repeating saying thank you; thank you........ to God.. All glory to God!

Today, my mum and me have settled of our inner feelings and spiritual stuffs once and for all.. Thank God for revealing many past incidents to us.. Hopefully one day, I would do de same wif my dad.. I had a new cut of my hair today... Felt lighter and happy of my new hairstyle.. Actually din really change much.. haha.... Juz cut abit shorter and... u will noe when u see... not obvious so muz check properly ya.. haha... if u got chance to see me... hehe... =p

Tmr got to wake up early... Got to sleep now.. Thanks for ur patient of reading this.. U have been a great reader.. Keep it up de great job! haha.... Juz kidding! =D

Dat's all! More to come next time.. The End!
signing off...

EMO!

I'm so emo now..
very frustrated, stress, feel like screaming..... Aaaaa............................!
Busying doing work now.. revising finance 1st since tmr got class for dat..
then muz do SEA ppt ald.. RESEARCH! RESEARCH! RESEARCH! Nothing else..
haiz... sianzzz....

Aaaaaaa.............................
EMO!

23 - 2- 2010

Today reached jb custom at 1050am..
Was worried dat I'll b late so took bugis bus to sch.. thank God got bus today.. very smooth...
Reached sch at 12 pm sharp.. haha... Phew!
toc was in our class to observe us.. De class was super quiet and mr han was quite nervous.. Oops! haha....

Went to sch lib to borrow SEA reference books... I borrowed two books.. I think one of them is not relevant to my presentation... haiz... happy for nothing...

Suppose to meet up wif vivian but last min cant make it.. nvm la.. next week bah.. hehe... It's ok, vivian... no worries ya..

Doing assignment now.. not free.. Nothing much today..

signing off... =)

Tired!

Last sat..
Woke up at 11am..
Went to attend wedding matrimony of titus and jie lin wif josephine..
Then led cg..
Then nite went to their wedding dinner..
They were so sweet.. Very creative also.. So romantic! =)
Reached home at 12am..
Slept at 1am..

Yesterday..
Woke up at 7am..
Got tf food fair..
"Nasi lemak, RM2 for one pkt, Rm 2 for one stick of fishball!"
Dat's what I've been repeating during food fair.. haha... obviously I'm selling nasi lemak and fishball rite? haha...
Food fair ended at 1pm..
Then went to de musician meeting wif phillip rite after food fair..
Then went baq home to bath and ate dinner in de car..
Then went to ph to practise for de nite service.. as keyboardist..
Went baq home at 11pm..
Slept at 12.40am..

Today..
Woke up at 6am..
Reached jb custom at 7am..
Thank God for smooth journey.. reached sch at 9am sharp.. haha... not late.. hehe =)
Did presentation for ocs.. not bad..
Went to nsm and acm for field trips after arthur's class..
Was late for nsm visitation.. cleo was kind of pissed off wif us.. (sorry cleo!) :(
Then we had miss seah's class straight after de museum's visitations. So we have to travel baq to sch..
Was late for her class oso.. she called adeline.. then adeline called shalini.. She tot dat we r not coming for class coz tot of cny holiday.. How can it be sia? We started our class since last week.. haha...
Renee was in de class to observe us during the lecture.. We suppose to present to miss seah our summaries for de super long article..
But.. we totally forgot about it! Was shocked.. We apologized to her.. Well, she's kind enough to give us another week to prepare it.. She nvr scold us before.. She's so kind.. But anyway.. I still fall asleep wif open eyes during her class again.. Coz I was too tired after all de events for these few days..
Thank God dat she ended her class early for 20 mins.. Coz she's not feeling well.. Will keep her in prayer =)
Reach jb at 7.20pm..
Reach home at 7.50pm..
Going to re-write whatever assignments I have.. Super blur and confuse now.. haha... not free now..

signing off... =D

19-2-2010 Diary

Today was a tiring but exciting day for me..
Why???
It's bcoz ytd I slept at 230am coz doing assignment's outline and woke up late.. 6am..
But no traffic jam and lots of buses to hop in.. Juz one thing.. in de sg custom, quite crowded.. everyone like walking model show.. haha... Reached sch at 840am.. Still early.. hehe...

Then, showed my outline to ms quek.. u noe last min work, definitely cant b a good work.. But I was confuse what to write.. So, after she suggested and commented my outline, now I noe what to do.. hehe... Not as difficult as I thought actually.. Thanks ms quek..
Then, went to sch lib to find for SEA reference book to borrow home.. But cant find it.. Find for 45 mins.. too bad.. But managed to borrowed two other books which are useful for my other assignments.. haha... Thank God.. At least not in vain..

Then, it's fashion forecast class.. De fashion students were all late for class so muz wait for them.. I think they went museum or stuff like dat.. So we started class quite late.. Showed stephanie de pics b4 class started.. hmm.... still acceptable.. but not very well done coz copy from ppl's blogs and nets.. but quite trendy also.. Muz continue to search for pics of trendy ppl for our final assignment and dat is for producing individual's trend book. She ended class 1 hr early.. So actually, today, de lecture was super short and sweet..

But thanks to her dat I managed to come baq jb at 220pm.. Then I went to jusco and waited for someone to fetch me to church.. And eventually, went to some tf friends' house for cny visitation.. my house also included.. haha... so nice! Got receive ang pow also..then, I finally started to eat cny cookies again... No more coughing.. yes! finally! yay!

Didnt managed to catch a night movie wif my tf friends after de visitations coz it's too late and I was super tired then.. Mayb next time bah..

So overall, I was very happy and really enjoy myself alot especially during de visitations whereby de aunties and uncles were all giving us a very warm welcome and we ate and drink lots of foods and drinks till very full lo.. Dunno if I grew fatter now.. haha...

Anyway, I juz wanna say thank you to many especially God for today's whole day events; my mum for welcoming my friends so warmly and prepared foods and drinks and many more things; de aunties and uncles for all de foods, drink, warm welcome and of coz ANG POW! haha...
and others who had fetch me around today..

O ya! I met my "si jie" (4th sis in chinese) in de 1st house visitation.. Now I noe... actually she's xin mei's sis.. Dont mistaken.. she's not my real sis.. juz dat few years ago, we went to a youth training camp called as "joshua camp".. She was my room leader and out of a sudden.. all of us became bros and sis.. So she's my 4th sis.. I'm de 8th sis.. haha.. Gals had two families.. So I belonged one of de family.. But I still called "li min da jie" (big sis li min in chinese) when I met her although she's not my family's da jie.. We all very good de.. share share family.. hehe... I also got a bro called "timothy leong". He was my group leader and eventually became my bro.. I called him "ko" (older bro in chinese) if I remember to called him dat.. haha...

Dat's about it for today's blog.. Tmr will be more to date.. It's getting late now.. Going to sleep.. Nitez =)

signing off...

18-2-2010

Today, I was very happy coz met wif one of my close friend, majitha..
She starting sch at new sch on this coming Monday..
Had a nice chatting wif her, crystal, shalini, asyraf (de joker) haha... and vignash..
Why asyraf a joker???
Bcoz he kept asking funny questions.. but thanks to him.. dat de whole conversation was so fun..

Was kind of stress and confuse as well..
1stly,
It's business finance..
I started to feel confuse ald..
Abit confuse of one of de tutorial question.. why after calculate for 3 yrs from 1st yr.. then muz reverse to calculate from 5th yr to 3rd yr.. de question wanted de value of yr 3 cash flow..
Arthur said it's about english matter confusing us.. if we only calculate till 3rd yr, what about 4th and 5th yr? but.. hmm.... still confuse leh.. haiz..

2ndly,
It's de fashion forecast..
We r suppose to take 100 pics of trendy ppl in sg and due date is tmr..
100???
It's actually not dat alot but de problems r it's cny.. and most of singaporean r quite conservative so it's quite hard to find trendy ppl in sg.. STRESS AH!

BUT...
Thank God!
melissa managed to do it.. wow! dat's really great! thanks to her dat tmr got something to show
stephanie.. If not... jialat liao...
Thanks melissa =)
I felt so relieve.. haha... finally!
Then I can concentrate my other modules' assignments.. yes!
haha... happy happy =D
Tmr muz submit my SEA presentation's outline to miss quek.. One by one leh.. So muz got something to show her la..

Next Monday..
Got presentation for ocs.. to arthur again..
Then going to acm and nms, field trips for asian art class.. by cleo
Then baq to sch for museum studies class by mdm seah.. I still prefer to address her as "miss seah".. dunno why... "mdm seah" sounded very old leh.. haha...

signing off...