Thursday, January 7, 2010

Challenges vs Faith

Challenges vs Faith!!!

I felt myself living in an insecured sheltered place where there will be something wrong to happened at de next second. I dunno how to stated here but juz felt no security at all. It became my nightmare since then.

There's been challenges in my life recently. I felt myself being like a prison police officer dat always there to look after my house by making sure that all doors and gates are well locked. So dat no one will suddenly go dissappear.

It really affected my lifestyle tremendously. I'm going baq to sch next week.. Dunno how.. got to leave my mum alone at home wif a five yrs old little gal. I'm worried about them lo.. There were like two tiny bombs in my house. They can juz explode without any warning at anywhere and anytime.

Yesterday there was de worst incident dat happened in my house. Argh! Forget it! Dont feel like talking about it now.. sigh

I know I cant continue to be like this. Dat's why I need to put my trust in God. Faith is believing in the things dat we cant see to be done. I must believe and have faith in God dat He controls and He reigns de whole situation.

I know He will lead us through in these difficulties. Thank God!

Preparing myself to face the new challenges in my studies. Starting sch next monday.. haha........ Finally! Can talk and hanging out wif my friends after class again. How nice.. After holiday for 2months.. haha...... Finally!


Cheerz =P