Her last day at workplace

Glad and happy to get to know her during work. Although she might be anti-social and quiet. I'm sure she has her own strength that no one has discover with it.

All the best in her future path!

Muz keep in touch ya! :)

"Heng ah"!

Woah! Today really "heng ah"! She nvr scold me sia.. If she treats me everyday like today, it will be very nice. She actuallyhelped me for the dinner outing. How nice of her. Anyway, the outing is cancelled.Well.. Sounds good to me that I actually no need to proceed to plan in depths but abit sad coz I ald prepare and source this for like a few weeks ald. hmm.. anyway, happy la, today nvr got scolding at all.

Dunno about tmr.. Anyway, I scared to see her tmr.. how sia? haiz :S

Hope tmr will be like today. Carefree.. lol

Thank You Jesus! I know it's you who turned the whole situation from bad to good. Amen! :D

I am well

FINALLY! I am well. Phew! Have been sick for three weeks. haiz..

Juz dont feel like gg to work tmr.. How sia? I got this feeling, I am gg to cry tmr. How sia? Today took MC, resting at home. Am 90% well now. Think it's becoz lack of sleep and too tired then immune system is protesting, that's why.

Juz regretted to check my email juz now. She has been emailing me like 3 or 4 inbox. After I read, I seriously stress lo, then I went to play fb games after long time nvr play ald. So shiok! Nvr been so relaxing for long long time, ever since I started to work. Have been very stress, work and work and work, nvr rest properly. Felt like I'm even geng than the machine or robot sometimes.

 But tmr how? I seriously stress liao. Somehow felt that still got lots of things to complete. Tmr is my doom day. I'm in big trouble now. She juz wanna care everything. Can she juz stop controlling the way I work? Although I have no experience, but can you juz leave me alone and stop adding me stress? The more stress I am, the more unefficient I am. Serious.

Actually really want to quit ald. But I only work for 4 months plus. Where can say dont work then really dont work? What happened to my resume then? Who else is gg to hire me after knowing that I only worked for 4 months then quit. And I dont think both of them will gg to say something nice about me. They dont backstab me then I very grateful ald. Seriously.

How? How? How? What am gg to do? It's worse than during my schooling time. Can I dont work tmr? But how? Argh!

Someone said it's better that the boss kept scolding and nagging you than the boss who nvr care and talk to you. Ya, I agree with this. But sometimes, I juz feel like telling her to juz leave me alone. Dont care the way I work. I got my dignity you know.. Suka suka scold ppl like nobody business. Juz take care of your own health. Angry so much for what! Argh!

Updates

Hi there

It's been long time since I've stopped blogging here. Well, update abit la.

I graduated from BA course already. Thank God for good result. I am satisfied with the result though I feel I can do it better actually.

Well.... IT'S OVER! So just accept it lo.

I juz started to work 4 months ago. Got to learn from the scratch. In the beginning...

It's a tough and torturing training for me. I cried almost everyday. I got scolded everyday. From happy and excited became trembling fear, from passion became "THIS IS AN ORDER!" So scary, juz don't feel like going to work anymore.

But...

Thank God for wonderful colleagues. They all treated me so well that I felt much warmth and blessed. Suddenly all the sadness and guilt gone. Thanks to all gor gor and jie jie for taking good care of me. Sorry that sometimes I made you all angry and yet you all never scold me and trying to calm me down after my mistakes. Thank you very much.

26 Jan was our Home's CNY celebration day. Because of her, we are ehem ehem now. but false one. but now everyone is trying to pull our string tgt so that we can become the true ehem ehem... Oh well...

We have been acted like one now but actually we are not. So dilema and complicated.. ish.. Will we be able to be...? Only God knows it.