I am well

FINALLY! I am well. Phew! Have been sick for three weeks. haiz..

Juz dont feel like gg to work tmr.. How sia? I got this feeling, I am gg to cry tmr. How sia? Today took MC, resting at home. Am 90% well now. Think it's becoz lack of sleep and too tired then immune system is protesting, that's why.

Juz regretted to check my email juz now. She has been emailing me like 3 or 4 inbox. After I read, I seriously stress lo, then I went to play fb games after long time nvr play ald. So shiok! Nvr been so relaxing for long long time, ever since I started to work. Have been very stress, work and work and work, nvr rest properly. Felt like I'm even geng than the machine or robot sometimes.

 But tmr how? I seriously stress liao. Somehow felt that still got lots of things to complete. Tmr is my doom day. I'm in big trouble now. She juz wanna care everything. Can she juz stop controlling the way I work? Although I have no experience, but can you juz leave me alone and stop adding me stress? The more stress I am, the more unefficient I am. Serious.

Actually really want to quit ald. But I only work for 4 months plus. Where can say dont work then really dont work? What happened to my resume then? Who else is gg to hire me after knowing that I only worked for 4 months then quit. And I dont think both of them will gg to say something nice about me. They dont backstab me then I very grateful ald. Seriously.

How? How? How? What am gg to do? It's worse than during my schooling time. Can I dont work tmr? But how? Argh!

Someone said it's better that the boss kept scolding and nagging you than the boss who nvr care and talk to you. Ya, I agree with this. But sometimes, I juz feel like telling her to juz leave me alone. Dont care the way I work. I got my dignity you know.. Suka suka scold ppl like nobody business. Juz take care of your own health. Angry so much for what! Argh!