Before Christmas?!

Before Christmas???

Very challenging sia..
I can try but need time to balance up between my education, piano practice and ministries..
Kind of hard, SERIOUSLY!

Well, it's also for my own good. I do appreciate you for being so kind and concern.
I'll try to do asap..

Pls be patient with me. Dont angry with me ya. Chill! Sit back and relax abit. Good for your health..

I'm trying, k? Just give me more time. I need lots of time to digest..

Thanks. Cheers! :)

Shall I?
Should I?
May I?
Can I?

Feel like telling her, dunno whether she agrees with it or not..
What if she doesnt agree?
What am I going to do?
Will I be able to cope and balance it?

???

I WANT HOLIDAY!

I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!

Dont feel like doing case study already. Now I think of it, i feel like vomit.. Stress sia!

Dont feel like doing anything but to go vacation. But cannot.. got class and tonne of assignments
awaiting me.. :'(

And can I dont perform? I scared la.. I scared I cant play perfectly during that day.. Then they will dissappointed and me.. embarassing!

Feel like gg to the sea for a loud scream so scream away all my stress... I really can't take it already :'(

Shall I?

Shall I?
Stopped for 7 yrs ald leh..
Am I able to do it?
Theory ok la.. but Practical leh?
Or shall I go for theory exam 1st?
Practical, wait till next yr June?

She's good at words that really aspire me to take exam without hesitation. But am I able to do it?
If this time I fail, which means I have to retake and choose new pieces for exam leh.. How huh?
What am I suppose to do which is de best for me now?
GOD................. HELP ME!
PLSSSSSS........................................ Tell me what to do.........................

Seems like I am extra here :(

My latest diary

I am super tired and sleepy now.. When can I really take a break? Dont feel like graduate but this kind of life is juz torturing me.. Lack of sleep and muz tolerate other ppl's styles and characters. Has been busy for these few months.. I can be an owl now.. no sleeping overnight. Somehow missed my bed, pillow, blanket and "Bennie Bear" very much..

Got to rush assignments like nobody business.. Boi Ta Han! Quite stress and tiring experiences.. Have to start to find a suitable company to work part time as I am waiting the degree intake dunno when.. Finding a suitable room to stay in sg as well..Juz couldnt understand how is it de person so autocratic till everyone has to give in to her.. Is face so important that can ignore the person who is really in needs?

Ltr gg to meet them.. Dunno what to say and react.. Hope everything goes smoothly ltr..
Hope to see the place before any actions started..